If I were a kid

You heard of If I Were A Boy by Beyounce and you heard of If I Were A Girl by I dont know who, now.. Im gonna let you read something I wrote, sorry, I cant sing.. If I Were A Kid

If I were a kid
even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
and played what I have in the room

I’ll play with Mickey Mouse
and Winnie The Pooh
I’ll throw them if I hate them
and I'd never get confronted for it
cause they were my toy

If I were a kid
I think I could understand
How it feels be an adult
I swear I'd be a better child

I'd listen to them
Cause I know how it hurts
When you hurt the one you loved
Cause they’re teaching what you needed
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a kid
I would turn on my ear
Tell everyone im listening
so they'd think that I was a good kid

I’d put them first
and respect the rules they’ve make
Cause I know that they‘ll be waiting,
waiting for me to grow big, to grow big.

If I were a kid
I think I could understand
How it feels to be an adult
I swear I'd be a better kid

I'd listen to them
Cause I know how it hurts
When you hurt the one you loved
Cause they’re teaching what you needed
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to apologize
Say it's just a mistake,
think they’d forgive you like that
If you thought they would wait for you
you got it wrong

But you're just a kid
You don't understand (and you don't understand, ohhhh)
How it feels to be an adult
Someday you wish you were a better kid
You don't listen to them
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you needed
Cause you're taking them for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a kid

My version, hope I can get my voice nicely and sing it out, and upload it in YouTube, but nay, better read than listening to my voice... hahaha!!!

who cares?

Sometimes, you think you have everything control in your hands, but NoOoOo... You're not! I'm not a sharing person, and Im greedy, so what? That's my personality, I dont like sharing my stuff with you, because I have my reasons, I say you're noisy because you are really noisy, but you say that Im the noisiest?? Who the hell do you think you are?? Early in the morning, call your stupid cat, like it will say "Yes?" to you? I'll give everyone RM100 for that!! You're working, you have the money to buy everything you want, but NoOoOoOo!! You spend all your fucking money on buying clothes, but in the end, you dont even wear it, you just keep it in you closet, it's not a fashion show! Im still studying, I dont have the money, so whatever I have, you can buy it with your stupid money, but NoOoOoOoOo!!! YOU USE MINE!! Ya, lots of you will say, IM GREEDY... so? Who's the one greedy here??? ME!! I get scolded everytime because im the youngest!! The oldest always wins! Im 14+ and she's 28+!! the differences, cant you see it?? It's like having a 2nd mom! Many people will say that, being the youngest always gets the best of the others, but NoOoOoOo!! Im threated like Im the eldest of all!! I wish I was the only one, not for love, but in a family!! It's better being alone everywhere. It's better of having nothing than sharing with someone that can buy with their own money. LIFE ISNT FAIR!! Owh ya, who cares?? Everyone's living their lifes like being chase by wildlife creatures, no one cares!! Everyone's running, no one cares about you when you fall, all you got to do is stand up and run again!! That's why GREED is needed it your life, who would you save first if a whole bunch of people fell into a deep pond?? YOURSELF!! Who will be the first one to taste what you made? YOURSELF!! So, what's mine is mine! I have to test it, whether you can use it, so it have to be ME! If you ruin it, you say is me, because it's my stuff, I use it longer than you do!! So who cares that Im a greedy person? NO ONE!!! Who cares if you break all your bones? Ok, only one person cares, GOD!! He cares!! That's why living with GOD is the best way of living this unfair life!! Im the only one getting scolded for every stupid thing I do to defend you, I have to protect myself first!! Im not a hero, Im not perfect!! Im not "THE DAY IS SAVED BY THE POWERPUFF GIRLS" or whatever!!! Owh, whatever, who cares?? Even typing it out here isn't gonna help anything, WHO CARES??? If you care for something or someone, they say you're "KE-PO", if you dont care for anyone or anything, they say you "BO SIM" I'LL RATHER LIVE ALONE THEN LIVING IN A PLACE WITH PEOPLE!!! ya, WHO CARES!!!!

someone for something

It's going to be a HARD year for me this year.. ARGH!!

Piano Grade 8, PMR, State Level Competition!!

OMG!!

Homework sweeping in worst than flooding..

oh ya, speaking about flooding, last Sunday and Monday, BIG FLOOD!! But better than 5 years ago.. too prepared for everything and just a waste of my muscles and time.. aha.. but a good training.. The flood didnt really went into my house, just outside the carpark, not that high too..

walking in rain, and it feels like Forks but without The Cullens, huhu..

Monday, walk out from home, walk.. walk.. walk.. until I reach the highest place in my neighbourhood, and waited for my aunt to fetch me to school..

When I reach school, Jing Yi asked why I look so emo.. LOL... am I?? aha.. Flooding ma, no mood

That night, the water rose again, then in the morning no more flood, it's like nothing happened before, the drain is so damn dry..

Now, it's really rainy, I so wish this was Forks and not Kuching, haha!!



School started quite cool, then a day after a day, everything changed to uncool.. like I said, homework sweeping in worst than flood, but I wouldnt loose anything.. LOL..

I dont really like my class, coz it's so damn noisy but the good thing is JOHN JUNIOR IS NOT IN MY CLASS!! HAHAHAH!!! My place was changed, not really the type of "change" it's just like moving my table to the front, but my emo and lonely period is still available, haha!!



Maths teacher looks so alike to Wan Joo.. so cute.. haha!! miss Band sooo much!! Chinese New Year is just around the corner.. Mom and sis making cookies, me just doing all those Maths homeworks, doing PK projek, oh ya.. again, PK TEACHER IS SO ANNOYING!! THE WAY HE LOOKS AT PEOPLE, YOU CAN SEE IT IN HIS EYES!! LIKE MENGGODA MENGGODA PEOPLE LIKE THAT!! ISH!!!!!



Erm.. oh ya, Got it! I wouldnt be onlining so frequently like last year, I have to "puasa" for computer not food.. so I will be like once in awhile or week? LOL, will miss my "kenangan terindah" with my laptop, iPod, gaiaonline.. and so many of them, especially YouTube!! Less people onlining this year, all in study mood or mode? aha!! Lonely strikes when no one onlines.. aha!! Anyway, I've already planned what to do on New Year, just watching or those movies my bro download from the computer, talking about downloading!! My Anti-Virus thingy expired, I cant download songs, or anything, need to wait for my bro to come back again.. haiz..



Anyways, I have to stop here right now, wait for me, coz this is not my last time blogging, aha! duh~ Will be back during Chinese New Year, just wait for me.. ahaha!!

New Year New Start!

It's beginning of a new year 2009!! A new life is coming, and Im getting older every single stinking day! LOL! Im going to be 15 another 4 months, and PMR is here!! ARGH!! and PIANO GRADE 8!! This year is gonna be killing me!! OMG!! sorry, I dont use OME, =)

Well, I dont really know what to say la, just giving out wishes and stuff, LOL.. nothing much, haha!!

Happy New Year!

Good Luck in PMR!!

Good Luck in growing older everyday!!!

Good Luck to Stephenie Meyer, faster finish writting Midnight Sun la!!!!

POPULAR or MPH, faster order Midnight Sun!!!!!

HOTEL 626, I WAN PLAY LA(but dont dare)!!!!!!

Hmm.. 6 only, LOL, nvm..