When I was in Kindergarden,
I was always being beaten up by my mom, and I was always crying.. Hiding under the table, keeping away the rotans away from her, how I wish I can break it.. The tears of my past..
When I was in Primary School,
I stand the pain of being beaten up by my mom, the tears, I "kek kin", turns into urea, and I have to cry in the toilet everytime.. The tears of my past...
When I started to be emotional,
I didnt cry, but, I always trying to end my life with no reason, everytime it rains, I just told myself that "I love walking in the rain, coz no one's sees me crying", but I hated the rain.. It really makes me think of something that didnt make me happy.. Tears drops everytime without a single reason..
When I stopped being Emo, and turned 14,
I realised that, crying is for babies, I can talk, I can get everything with my own bare hands without any help from anyone, I dont have to cry for some stupid damn old thing! Tears can only be shedded with joy, happiness, if you lose someone, dont cry, be happy, coz you're giving him/her/it freedom, if anyone passed away, dont cry, be strong, coz they're resting in peace, they'll always be by your side. Raining is the best season in Malaysia, we can all be DiGi men, marching in formation, without carrying some damn heavy bass drums walking around as DiGi men...
When it rains, it's God, he's crying with happiness, he's pouring down he's blessing to all of us, dont get angry if you forgot to bring your umbrella, let the rain pour on you, you'll feel relax after having a non-shampoo bath.. haha..
Dont feel sad because you're rejected or you're not accepted, there are millions and millions of fishes in the ocean (unless you pollute it!) You can just fish one fishy out and named it Foofie, and love it like being aimed by the love angel..
Live your life, cherish every moment you have it with your love ones, remember the stupid tears you shed without any reasons.. YOU'RE STRONG!! TEARS ARE NOT A FACTOR TO RUIN YOUR WHOLE LIFE!! EVERY SINGLE MISTAKE, LEADS TO A MISERABLE ENDING, THINK OF OTHER PEOPLE!!
Whatever I'm saying, I know, it's not related, but it just came out of my mind, so dont blame my mind, LOVE it, or just HATE it!
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