Chapter 15 : It's Too Late

Time passed so fast, that, you never realize what wrong and right thing you have done.. when you think back, rewind everything.. And that, you realize, YOUR MISTAKE IS BIGGER THAN SHIT!

Mother Earth is dying.. and yet? People do open burning, smoking, throwing rubbish everywhere.. You see.. Now what disease you have? what pig disease.. how does this happened? Look back to the past.. See what you have done.. It's too late to say sorry to Mother Earth.. You're killing her.. No one has ever thought of Mother Earth, only yourself.. How selfish you are? How stubborn and stupid of what you are doing..

What kind of people we are, if we're people at all?? Figure it out yourself.. You killed every animal do get their skin for your own use.. You burn your stupid stuff to ashes, and now the ice are melting..

Flooding every new year? Flooding after every heavy rain? It's because of irresponsible people throwing away their rubbish in the river, in the longkang, in the parit.. have you ever think of people living in lowlands? Have you ever think of animals that cannot swim? Have you ever think of peoples life? What if the water reach an electric cable, and shocked everyone to death?

Do anyone of you think of questions like this? NO! YOU TERLALU MEMENTINGKAN DIRI, AND I CAN TELL YOU, YOUR MEMENTINGKAN DIRI SKILL WILL GET BACK TO YOU!! See what Im talking right now? The Sun is so bright, no wind, no rain.. When it rains, you're afraid of the lightning, and maybe you'll loose your life when it strikes.. Do you think of that?

Even what pig disease or what swan disease, whatever disease coming from animal's name are hurting you all.. Do you know why Noah only save animals in his ark? Because people sinned, people doesnt love the mother earth, people dont obey what rules they have.. All they know is, Im doing this for my own good, I dont care for other people, it's not my fault of everything that has happen.. Yea right! Fuck off dude! You never know whats coming ahead of you..

After so many years of pollution? You just started World Earth Day, Earth Hour.. Mother Earth doesnt deserve this! She let us live in her, what you do for her? Burn her? Kill her? What the fuck is people nowadays thinking?

Not to mention, even my mom do open-burning, I scolded her for her stupid action, but what? She say sorry lo, too much things already, have to burn some.. What the fuck? Ever heard of the song "Apologize" by One Republic ft. Timbaland.. yea.. EVERY SONG HAS IT'S MEANING.. BUT ALL YOU DO IS JUST SINGING, WITHOUT REALIZING THE LYRICS!!

30 Seconds to Mars sang Beautiful Lie, with Music Video about Ice Melting.
Linkin Park sang What I've Done, with Music Video of pollution and every stupid thing people do.
They do for fun isit? They're telling you to stop doing all this stuff.. but yet? YOU DO IT LIKE NO ONE CARES?

Im telling you that, if this kept going on, judgement day will come, and everyone will burn into pieces like you're in hell..

Chapter 14 : No More Time

Time is running out! Argh! Cindy sms-ed me last night about sectional stuffs.. I dont wanna talk about it.. I just wanna tell you that, DRUMLINE WEAK LIKE SHIT becoz of me.. Who ask me go tuition here and there.. Who ask me to be in Form 3 this year? Who ask me to promise my mom to get 8A's in PMR... Who ask me to have a stupid high ambition? I dont wanna blame the whole drumline... IM BLAMMING MYSELF COZ IM THE SECTION LEADER, AND I CANT EVEN GO FOR SECTIONALS? WHAT THE FUCK AM I THINKING OF? FEELING GUILTY ISNT A WAY TO HIDE IT UP.. THIS LIFE SUCKS.. FUCK OFF!!

One month and 16 hrs 12 minutes to my b'day.. (sry, my maths sucks) And Im still this childish? Why cant I grow up now? Why cant I plan my time myself? Why must I always listen to my mom? Why must I always be the one doing all this stuff.. Even if it's not becoz of me, I still have to feel guilty? WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Competition is less than one month and 16 hrs 12 minutes, school exam is less than one month and 16 hrs 12 minutes, WHAT TO DO? DIE LA!!! I TOLD YOU I CANT BE SECTION LEADER.. I SURE DIE IN LESS THAN 2 MONTHS.. WELL, 1 DAY IN BAND ALREADY KILLED ME!!

If people salah, I scold them, then? I get emo and started doing stuff without following people, I jz wanna do my own stuff, then when Im angry, I dont check line, and if I dont check line, I kena marah, kena marah makes me angrier.. I HATE IT!! MY STUPID BAD TEMPERED SKILL!! DAMN IT!!

YOU KNOW HOW STRESS AM I RIGHT NOW? LATER GOT PIANO EXAM, I CANT ATTAIN BAND PRAC AGAIN, AFTER PIANO EXAM? PMR.. THEN? WHAT'S GONNA BE NEXT? I DONT KNOW WHAT MY MOM WILL SUGGEST FOR ME TO TAKE UP DURING MY FREE WEEKS..

Chapter 13 : Back to Reality

Wasnt really happy this few days... Also confused, also thinking of... YOU!! haha..

Phone line was off, cant receive calls, cant make calls, cant online.. Have to increase my phone volume so my mom knows that the orang incharge (TM) will come and repair the phone line... Who cares if my phone speaker breaks, mom promised me to buy Sony Ericsson w595.. If the price drops... Plz God, drop the price!! DROP THE PRICE!!

It rained heavily yesterday, 21/4/2009, all of us went to computer lab, then what? Jeco didnt come, he forgotten to climb down from his coconut tree... so we all got so wet, my shoes are dirtier, seriously, coz I never wash my shoes, so, it's so dirty and wet! haha... My pinafor(guess this is the spelling) was wet, luckily I wore my PJK shirt and pants, so didnt wear it la.. took of my shoes and socks.. eeeww.. so wet man!!! Anyway, did wore it back... DUH~

22/4/2009, DUH~ today la.. haha!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY PHOEBE!! oops, HAPPY EARTH DAY PHOEBE!! I LOVE YOU MOTHER EARTH!! AND I LOVE YOU TOO PHOEBE!! MUAKZ!! haha.. Science teacher didnt come, Chinese teacher didnt come, but Maths teacher sat in.. gotta do a lot of maths homework... doing it now while blogging..

Was so busy doing Phoebe's birthday card.. hiding it some more.. luckily Melia and Lydia helped me.. thanks to all 3C classmates help writing all wishes for Phoebe... thanks for the skeleton drawing from Bernice.. weird, Phoebe should be saying all this.. but whatever!!

Maths... walao.. the converting stuffs, METRIC UNITS!! ARGH!! so many eggs!!! 1 000 000 000!! one mother with so many eggs... ISH!!

The Sony Ericsson I was talking about

Chapter 12 : There's always a rainbow after the rain

It's a wonderful day isnt it? Was kinda bored the whole morning to afternoon.. Yawning so many times, it rained everyday now, someone's crying, I dont know who.. Cry Me A River J.T! Well, there's always a rainbow after the rain right? It's just like our life, had a hard time first, then you'll have your happy days.. Fascinating isint? Incredibly cool..

Went for the crossword competition, was so clueless, didnt know what to write inside the blank old boxes.. Noodles? Mamee? hmm.... think think, think..... PASTA!!!

Was pissed a lot, because of one competition, I skipped 1 hour Sejarah, because of Sejarah tuition, they always have to put sectionals on Friday.. Tell me why? Ok, Whatever...

And I realize something, the way Im talking.. IT'S BECOMING MORE AND MORE GIRLISH! ARGH!

Having a bad day, isnt so bad at all, at the end, you'll have the best moment you gonna have..

Even though it's a bright sun, it irritates your eyes, it's alright, after the sun, you'll see a rainbow, the picture God gave us, the happiness in it.. a never ending happiness is right ahead of you... Dont say you're Nowhere, say you're Now Here!

Ok... that's all.. =)

Cheeses..

Chapter 11 : Another Crazy Teacher!!

There's another crazy teacher in my class! nope, no more about Ng Swee Kian! He's, yes, he's a he, and he's Jeco ak Tawi!

Does all crazy teacher have four eyes? Are they all crazy?? Are they all insane??? Why cant they discover stuff themselve rather than asking me????

Ish!! ok.. straight to the point.. Passed up my lejar book, and he took and check it, and he called me, I was like what? going to go home you still "chuei su" for mer ar? He asked me :"Mana Kunci Kira-Kira?", aduh! *slap on the forehead* open la! is behind the paper, why dont you open it?!?! Ok, when back, started keeping my stuff, "MICHELE!" what? again? fine.. "You belum habis buat ini." *slapped harder on the forehead".. it's covered behind the paper! duh! open la!! why??

I told my mom about it, you know what she say to me?? "Why you wanna be so naughty le? do everything behind the paper?" What?? ok.. fine.. I admit that Im naughty, but naughty in this situation? DAMN!! IM SERIOUS IN MY WORK DUDE!!

Ok , whatever happens, happens, so I hope that teacher will remember to open and see the page behind.. I dont wanna slap my forehead so many times..

Chapter 10 : Ping Pong

No, I dont play ping pong, I only go banding, no ping ponging.. thank you!

Yesterday, when to Agro Bank, do wat FD stuff, computer there was down, I dunno wat la, off line.. then sis wanted to buy fishes, so yet, follow la, if not you wan me to stay in the bank ar? bought a small dude, hope he doesnt grow up like the other two, they're mating now, eewww... named the small kid ping pong, but I dunno wat my mom named it, so, watever, Im naming it Ping Pong!! Why? coz macam ping pong ba, sometimes katak, but it's still a small hamster dude.. lol..

When to school quite late, had maths test, quite easy.. *weird* then sejarah teacher started with elemen 2, bla bla bla, sien.. projek again..

after school, go back, look at the clouds, as usual, took a pic, coz quite unique.. haha..

Ping Pong, the smallest dude I ever seen, teehee!

erm, the cloud I was talking about.. the uniqueness in it..

Chapter 9 : Good Friday

Erm, my Good Friday? hmm.. how should I describe it.. owh, I'LL RATHER PAINT EGGS THAN STUCK WITH OLD PEOPLE, AND IM THE YOUNGEST OF ALL.. ps being young is not always the best, haha! When to Lundu, listening to my iPod the whole way, coz no one to talk with, all old people, a long long journey, Journey to the ... West? haha.. reach there.. found a sit, owh ya, just remembered im not the youngest, im just okok.. the only teenager on the age between 13-18, underage teenager, the most annoying kids sat behind me, I chose the wrong place, wanna know why? THE SEE-SAW IS JUST BEHIND ME!! ARGH!! Budak-budak zaman kini.. sien.. I cannot tahan, so I shouted, really shouted but in a soft way, bluek~ haha! Then all of them ........................ Good then, that's my Good Friday.. haha.. they left the see-saw and lari masuk the house.. haha, very good, im the boss!! haha.. had a quiet day lo, no one to talk to me ma, then no line again, listen to iPod lo.. Slept in the bas, so nice, refreshing, the air, whoot~

Just came back from band, was terrified to see Kester's reaction.. dont wanna mention it, anyway, disiplin today really sucks, sorry, I really have to admit it.. mum met a lot of friends, and she start "joining" band.. was quite happy, so now she know why I always take away her massage chair.. haha!!

Guess it's just like this, TATA!!

the way back to kuching..... I think....

Chapter 8 : A New Hobby Begins

It started with just one click, and it started downloading.. waited for two days for it to download.
and it finished downloading it... like.. last last night?? I start playing last last night, and played til lvl 10, from 8.00 to 10.45! whoa!!

I chose to be a theif, I like to curi stuff, dont mind... and guess what? I named it PoKerXFaCe, nice isnt it? haha.. someone took PokerFace, so I have to add an X in it, so annoying.. haha!!

Reached lvl 12 already, feels like playing it now.. hahaha.. ciao then.. TeeHee!!



Going to Lundu tomorrow, will update about it if have time.. haha.. Im so happy today..

HAPPY MAPLING!

Chapter 7 : Depressing Story

Romeo save me, I dont wanna live in this world, this world is INSANE, it makes me sick..

Do you know that, the smarter you are, the more stupid thoughts you have? The more stupid thoughts you have leads you to stupidity!! STUPIDITY LEADS YOU TO INSANITY THAT MAKES PEOPLE HATES YOU!!! YOUR KIND OF INSANITY IS DIFFERENT THAN THE INSANE PEOPLE IN 7TH MILE!!

Whatever university you go, when you come back, you be friends with the wrong person, mati you! You be friends with low standard person, can, but you go university, and you act like low standard person, hey! parents send you to university not to tell you to be low standard! Is to ask you to cari rezeki and menyara hidup keluarga sendiri!! You go "chat" the low standard people until you become like one of them? You Gila You!!

Now? I know, you wouldnt menyesal, cause you sudah jadi one of them, so what for menyesal, I MENYESAL BARU CORRECT!! TREAT THAT STUPID BABI SO GOOD, FOR WHAT?? THIS IS NOT YOUR HOUSE! YOU DONT HAVE TO COME EVERY SINGLE MINUTE JUST TO SEE YOUR STUPID GERET!! You come our house see your geret, I MAI GUAN SIAW LU! but? you motherfucker! Makan people's food, use people's laptop, use people's bathroom, watch people's tv.. fine, you can do all this stuff, but in one condition, ASK FOR PERMISSION!! YOU TAKE THIS TAKE THAT, THIS IS NOT YOUR FUCKING HOUSE LA MOTHERFUCKER!! Now my laptop dont smell like me, it smells like your babi asshole!! this is my laptop, you already got your stupid laptop, why want use mine?? You want use internet, go cyber la, one hour how much nia, you very poor mer? Low standard then? Rubbish collector got more money than you!!

Guys should buy stuff for girls right? but no... this stupid people punya geret, you beli for him, you still nit to feed him!! OKU AR?? Orang Kurang Upah isit? Not enough money isit?

Motherfucker la! You see la? Make me angry until like that? Dont even have the mood to blog about April Fools and Special Olympic performance ar!! Go Die la!!

p.s This blog is under rules and condition apply(bluek!) If you are poor or what, sorry, Im not talking about you, Im talking about someone's stupid geret, LOW STANDARD!! And if you are poor, I can say that, YOU ARE NOT POOR, GOD GAVE YOU BLESSINGS, AND YOU ARE SMART, RICH ALSO!