Chapter 43 : What??!!

This is my answer to MP in my Cbox... Not telling the whole story..

I told my friend, that maybe both of us cant be friends, coz, she say Im "fan" (understand??) So, ok.. first u say I bad tempered, I change to co-operate with you, now, Im fan? How about not being friends? How about die lying on the road right now? So you wont think Im fan now? Huh?

I apologize so many times, u say, it's ok.. ok.. OK YOUR HEAD? When I online, I only get to say Hi, then what you answer? "What? I want to offline.. " Obviously you're avoiding me.. Obviously! You still havent forgive me! I do so much to you, I cried like mad every night, but what? Even a "Hi" you cant even say?

I know I hurt you, but you dont have to do this to me.. I know what I did wrong, I apologized, I maybe harsh, but what?

What? Tell me what must I do, TO LET YOU REALLY FORGIVE ME!!

I lied to my mom to stay back with you, I lied to my mom that I didnt online..

I DO THIS FOR YOU! I DO EVERYTHING FOR YOU! IM SCARED YOU'RE LONELY!

But what I get in repay, YOU DONT EVEN FORGIVE ME!

Is this what friendship is for? Guess Im in the wrong world, Guess I shouldnt be here, Guess I should me studying my head off now, GUESS I shouldnt be born!!!!!

If this is the case, how bout lend me a knife, I'll die infront of you, SO I WOULDNT BE SO FAN ANYMORE! WITHOUT MY EXISTANCE, YOU'RE FREE! YOU CAN DO WHATEVER YOU LIKE!!

What now? What do you want me to do now? I've sheded all my tears, even my blood, now what? This is a wound THAT NO ONE CAN MEND IT! Even if you're studying ERT! YOU CANT MEND IT BACK!!!!!!

Well, DONT QUESTION ME AGAIN! IM NOT REPEATING MYSELF!