Chapter 64 : Message From Megan Fox

Hi, Im actress Megan Fox.
Every year, thousand of kids enter high school so coming to terrible peer pressure.
Let's face it, high school can be tough,
and kids can be cruel,
picking on others for just to being different.
Well,
I say fuck'em,
coz they dont know shit.
What really matters is being yourself
and if that includes slowly killing and eating every boy in your school.
But then I say do it
coz nothing is more important than just being WHO YOU ARE.

Chapter 63 : OMG!

Every since I changed my name for fun, I've really been changing! haha~
I've been super crazy this few days, super HIGH!
And I've so many things to say, I kept changing my msn personal message..
I wanna talk to someone, but I cant, I have to stick my ass with super glue at home.
The feeling so damn different with talking and typing.
So how? I got so many to say.

Oh yea, thx for the advices..

Im starting to feel really stupid after recalling back.
Kinda hate that person now.. =)
Just to make me forget that bitch.. *OMG*

Chapter 62 : lala~

Name : Michele Noelle Goh (just for fun)
Age : 15 going to 16 soon!
Favourite word : "lala~"

Likes
*super junior
*tvxq
*girls generation
*dota
*you

Dislikes
*BRANDON CHAN KOK HOW
* ****** *** **** ****
*backstabbers
*org yg mementingkan diri
*org yg tidak faham feeling org lain

Aim
To avoid mistakes!

Apparatus Used
Penknife, paperclips, lighter

Hypothesis
The more you hate me, the more high and agressive I'll be

/After observation\

Discussion
Hypothesis accepted.
Brand new Michele is really agressive and high!

Conclusion
Ready to go to war!

p.s. I know it doest make sense but, you know.. *grin*

Chapter 61 : Yea

Gud news!
You suck!
I'm forgetting you!

Bad news!
No job!
Desperate!

Altogether?!
I hate you, coz you make me jobless!!

Conclusion:
XD

!M.G! says:
can u plz tell me wat i did wrong?
[V]ON* says:
ntg
!M.G! says:
then y are we like that?
[V]ON* says:
i dn knw
!M.G! says:
wat can i do now?
[V]ON* says:
ntg
!M.G! says:
so we're always like this forever?
[V]ON* says:
I dn knw laaa
!M.G! says:
wat did i really do?
u dont even have the patience to talk to me
[V]ON* says:
U jz like owex besong me
!M.G! says:
anymore?
[V]ON* says:
no
!M.G! says:
how about telling me everything i did now.
to u
[V]ON* says:
dn wn
!M.G! says:
why?
if u dont tell me, how would i noe that im wrong?
[V]ON* says:
I jz dn wn u owex besong me like that
!M.G! says:
so u keep avoiding me?
[V]ON* says:
did i
!M.G! says:
sry..
maybe im the one avoiding u
[V]ON* says:
Yea
!M.G! says:
then y dont u ask?
[V]ON* says:
ask wad
!M.G! says:
ask y i besong u?
[V]ON* says:
I knw
!M.G! says:
?
[V]ON* says:
ntg la haix
i hope we r stil freN
!M.G! says:
of coz we're still fren
but i wanna noe wat's wrong wif us now
n y arent we like b4
[V]ON* says:
HAix
i d k
!M.G! says:
u have to tell me
if not i avoid u till like forever
it's not like frens anymore..
[V]ON* says:
wad i shud tel
!M.G! says:
tell me wat i do la..
[V]ON* says:
jz dn wn like besong me du si liao
!M.G! says:
why do u think i besong u?
im sry i ask so many.
[V]ON* says:
Gt
!M.G! says:
i jz wanna noe
[V]ON* says:
ur cmmt!
!M.G! says:
jz comment?
any other stuff?
[V]ON* says:
yup
!M.G! says:
no others?
[V]ON* says:
no
!M.G! says:
only 1 or 2 comment, then u think i besong u?
[V]ON* says:
yeS
!M.G! says:
i really dun understand.
my words hurt u?
[V]ON* says:
Jz nt feel gud
!M.G! says:
or u dont understand wat i wanna express?
so u think i besong u?
[V]ON* says:
suak la haix
!M.G! says:
u have to tell me ba..
if not i make the same mistake again..
[V]ON* says:
i told u liao
!M.G! says:
so how u wan me 2 comment?
if there's a nxt time
[V]ON* says:
Dn wn cmmt those things
!M.G! says:
about wat?
[V]ON* says:
besong de
!M.G! says:
i noe now..
both of us dont understand each other enuf
so that's y we have so many "wu hui"
[V]ON* says:
ok
!M.G! says:
guess im not the best friend
i dont understand u
that's y..
[V]ON* says:
=.=
!M.G! says:
ya..
up 2 u 2 give any emoticons now..
i noe how u truly feel.
maybe i dont.
coz i dont understand u
[V]ON* says:
Haix
!M.G! says:
if that all y im avoiding u, y u besong me..
then y ..
y like this?
[V]ON* says:
wad
!M.G! says:
we never continue wat we say.
[V]ON* says:
i wn off le
!M.G! says:
ok.
[V]ON* says:
nites
!M.G! says:
so are we still going 2 be like b4?
[V]ON* says:
wad u thk
if u wn i nO prob
!M.G! says:
im asking u
[V]ON* says:
up 2 u
!M.G! says:
wat if i say no?
[V]ON* says:
up 2 u ba
!M.G! says:
see..
u dont even wanna make the decision..
[V]ON* says:
wad did i do agn
!M.G! says:
nth
sry..
[V]ON* says:
I jz say up 2 u
!M.G! says:
ok..s
sry.
nite.
sweet dreams..
gd9
[V]ON* says:
k


wat to do? any comments?
Help plz.. Who's wrong here?

Chapter 60 : Random

A long time ago in a galaxy far,

far away ....

At The Beginning of Hope

Muahahaha!! No hope if Darth Vader is here!!

p.s. Im not a Star Wars fan.. =)

Chapter 59 :

"I dont wanna run away .... "
I thought of this song suddenly, tak faham my mind now.. Crazy!!
So I googled it, found the song, download it.
Share it here with everyone!

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?
I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one
I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this love is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonightYou know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If you're not the one by Daniel Bedingfield

Chapter 58 : A Story (Part 3)

"Remember those walls I build, oh baby they are tumbling down..." That guy sang..
I was shocked, and asked : "Dude? Beyonce fan? LOL!"
All that guy did was sing songs that I liked while everything collapsed..
Then he sang a song I hated the most, that reminds me of my loved one, who hurt me.
"Why this love always have to be like a battlefield..."
I screamed : "I cant believe I trusted you! I thought you knew me! And now you're using this song to hurt me? Should have known!"
But, I cant go anywhere, coz without him, I cant see!

He answered : "Michele, people arent perfect, that hurt you because they love you. They hate you because they wanted to be like you."
Jaw open wide : "Man! You do have some guts to say that that person still loved me!"
He said : "I know how you feel, that's why, Im not letting you follow me to where Im taking you to. Im sending you back to where you came from."
I said : "Why? Im already dead. Why should I go back to the place where everyone hates me!?"
He answered : "Whatever Im saying now, you wouldnt understand. Just obey my instructions. Go back there. Be happy. You're still young to die, live your life, for what I gave you...."

I finally realized, that guy was GOD! The sound of peace starts fading away.
It's like being sucked back by a black hole, going back to time.
I heard my heart pumping, I opened my eyes.
Everyone was staring at me, some with tears, some in anger.
But I, in a weird way, SMILE at them,
and say : "Im back, no more worries!"

From then on, I never regret my decision on following the guy, GOD!
My day goes peacefully, happilly..
I have no idea what happened to me that time, my memories was burnt.
But all I remembered was what GOD said.


p.s. This is not real, but it's a dream.

Done By,

Michele.

Chapter 57 : A Story (Part 2)

No matter how that place feels like.
I have to make a choice.
The evil and cold guy kept pulling me, asking me to follow him.
I insist, shouting : "I was not ready yet, dumbass!" Talk about scolding bad words when you're being kidnapped.
The weird thing is that, the warm and nice guy didnt touched me at all, he didnt pull me, but he laughed when I said "dumbass".. All he did was staring at that guy, I guess.

The hesistation continued for more that an hour.
I dont know what, who and which, to follow.
It's worst than following intructions your band director gave you.
I knew something is fishy here.
But, I have to make a choice.
Since I know Im dead, I can go anywhere I wanted. But I have to Rest In Peace.

Suddenly, I stomped the floor, jumped up, shouted : "Whoever both of you are. Im not gonna follow that stupid dumbass who kept touching me! He's hand sucks! Worst than any carpenters!
And, my decision is, Im following you, the one who didnt talk much."
The evil and cold guy asked : "Why?!"
I answered : "Dumbass! I hate people touching me! I hate people shouting like a freak when Im doing my decisions! This guy here, it's like he knows me so well that he never try to do anything to me. So, I trust HIM!"

The "world" was trembling, the evil and cold guy shouted : "NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!"

To be continued ...

Chapter 56 : A Story (Part 1)

I argue with someone that day, ran out of the class to the road, walking and grumbling.
I heard a car's screeching sound behind me.
That time, I was thinking, let that car hit me, it's not worth living in this world anymore.
Well, the car did hit me.
I was lying on the ground. Blood all over me. I was unconcious.
I saw a bright light.
There's something special about this bright light, which is so different from the one we watch on movies.
And I heard a sound, an evil voice : " She's mine!"
And another voice, a lullaby-ish voice : "Let her do the choices..."

When I woke up, I see nothing, I could only hear voices, but I feel 2 person standing beside me.
One with a warm and hugable body, one with a cold, bloodish body.

Both of them took turns, introducing me to a place where I never heard before.
I never get to see the place, but all I can do is just listen.

First, was the evil and cold guy, he sounds like a man from a commercial advertising things.
I was so confused. But I listen. There was people break-dancing, doing grafitti, everything!
Next, was the nice and warm guy, he never say anything. He only asked me to listen and feel his world. And, for the first time, I actually listen to someone. People are singing love songs, laughter everywhere, I can feel the love there.
The feeling was so unbelievable, unforgetable, unpredictable, all the uns and uns.

To be continued ...

Chapter 55 : T_T

Yeah
Finally I realized
That I'm nothing without you
I was so wrong
Forgive me

Oh girl
I cry cry
Yo my all
Say goodbye bye
Oh my love
Don't lie lie
Yo my heart
Say goodbye

My life really sucks without you..
What can I do?
I ended it..
It hurts so much that I just cant stand!
The truth hurts and the lies are worst!
I have to tell you, but ended up...
What more to say?

Michele! YOU SUCH AN IDIOT! PABO!!

Chapter 54 : Sooo Me!!

I know this is going to be boring to read, but once you read, you'll know why Im posting this, coz it's so me.. It's worth reading!

Gemini Astrology May 21 - June 20

Gemini Strength Keywords:

- Energetic
- Clever
- Imaginative
- Witty
- Adaptable

Gemini Weakness Keywords:

- Superficial
- Impulsive
- Restless
- Devious
- Indecisive

Gemini and Independence:

Gemini are extremely independent. They will not be pinned down by anyone or any rules. They need to experience the world on their own. Change and freedom are extremely important to Gemini, they will never let anyone dictate them, they are extremely independent and freedom is essential to their mental well being.

Gemini and Friendship:

Gemini make very interesting and exciting friends. They like to leave their mark on everyone they meet. They are very flighty and will disappear for a long time as they meet new friends and explore new places. But when they come back, they will have new thoughts, opinions and interesting things to share and ideas to teach. Life is very interesting and fun with a Gemini friend. If you need any advice, Gemini is the one to ask. They are masters of communication and they can help you get what you need by helping you with persuasion and enthusiasm, and they give good advice too. Do not however, bog a Gemini down with all of your emotional problems, they are not want to deal with it because it depresses them and steps on their freedom if you need too much long term help, support and follow up. A Gemini friend can fill you in with the latest gossip and if you love conversation, the Gemini delivers! They are very generous with their friends, they will spend lots of time with you and share everything with you. Even though Gemini is a social butterfly, they always need time for themselves and that should be respected.

Gemini and Business:

Gemini tends to disperse their energy on different tasks and not just focus on one thing thus leaving a trail of unfinished projects in their wake. If they were to focus their energy in one place, their cleverness and intelligence would allow them to complete their project with success and creativity. Gemini makes an excellent manager, they can motivate a team with their enthusiasm and vitality. They also make excellent salespeople because their ease of communication allows them to be clever and make a comeback to anything a person says. They can persuade and manipulate very well. They can easily justify any move they make and explain any action.

Gemini Temperament:

Gemini have the ability to react instantly to situations, and as a result, they have a very nervous temperament. They can be compared to a wound up spring as they attempt to absorb everything they can about their surroundings at once. The fact that they enjoy various situations and people add to their nervousness and that means they are almost constantly wound up. However, if they experience boredom and have nothing to survey, they get the same emotions, the need for excitement and variety. This is the Gemini duality, constantly conflicting emotions in one spontaneous, excitable package.

Gemini Deep Inside:

One downfall of Gemini is their superficiality. Instead of looking deep into a person's real qualities, Gemini will judge a person by the way they treat them. This can lead Gemini to have wrong impressions of people and can cause problems ion relationships. Gemini's can have feeling of discouragement and moodiness although they never allow this to be seen by anyone but heir closest friends or family. Gemini usually want everyone to think that they are always happy and doing wonderfully and stress never affects them.

Gemini in a Nutshell:

Gemini people are many sided, quick both in the mind and physically. They are brimming with energy and vitality, they are clever with words. They are intelligent and very adaptable to every situation and every person. Gemini are curious and always want to know what's going on in the world around them. They are not one to sit back and watch the world go by, they want to be involved. This can sometimes make Gemini nosy, they do not mind their own business! This is because they really enjoy communicating, more so then most other astrology signs, they are the ultimate social butterfly. Gemini can talk and talk, but they have interesting things to say, their talk is not mindless babble. They have interesting opinions and thoughts on things and are not afraid to speak their mind. They are always in the know and are the one to see for the latest juicy gossip. Lacking perseverance, Gemini easily goes off topic to explore another thought or idea. Gemini are superficial, they will form opinions on matter without diving into them and exploring them fully. This can lead them into thinking they know everything, which they usually do but their mind is too busy to be concerned with fine details. Routine and boredom are Gemini's biggest fears. Gemini would rather be naive then know the depressing truth, they do not want anything putting a damper on their freedom or positive energy.

I took this from Facebook, yea, I was shocked to see my result.. especially the Gemini Temperament.. haha!

If u still dont really understand me, I think you'll know me after reading this.. =)

Chapter 53 : Plans

I havent plan what to do this "summer", school's out.. what to do?
should I ..

1. sleep

2. play

3. die

I guess, the perfect option is number 3

What? You got nothing to do ba!

so, that's why I LOVE SCHOOL SO MUCH!

not that I go to study, it's that I can play with someone..

Not like being at home.. Always alone..

I guess my life goes on without any plans huh?
The good thing is I got plans tomorrow..

1. wake up
2. online
3. bath
4. go school
5. return books
6. go home
7. get ready
8. go Spring
9. buy lollipop!
10. meet friends
11. MBO!
12. buy black nail polish
13. go home
14. get ready
15. lollipop!
16. get ready
17. KTV
18. sleep
19. set alarm, band 2moro...

That's my life.. what to do? Get ready so many times.. in the end? ended up sleeping! haha

Chapter 52 : Oh Yea..

Guess what?
PMR OVER!!!

Im so damn happy!!

Hope I get good results..
Hope my hard works wont fail me..
and most of all..
HOPE I'LL BE HAPPY!!

lol...

Chapter 51 : LOL

Love wouldnt show itself..
Love have to be showed by two love birds..
Love isnt love when you're alone..
Love isnt an illusion, it's just a confusion..
Love never lies, they just dont tell the truth..
Love is just a feeling, DONT TAKE IT TOO SERIOUSLY!

Lol.. what am I talking about? Nvm..
Just wanna tell the whole world that,
Yesterday, last day of September, 30th September 2009..
I BROKE A TABLE WITH ME BARE HANDS..

Vandalisme ROCKS!