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Chapter 4 : It's been awhile

2011-06-24T05:02:00.000-07:00

Sorry people, I've totally forgotted I've actually own a blog, it's been awhile. been too active on tumblr and blogspot, sorry....
As you can see, I'm totally into KPOP starting last year, this year and most probably the future year. Cant live without them. Anyway, lots and lots of things happened during the days when I totally ignored blogspot. last post is about my photobook, 3/3/2011, which was Bieber's birthday.

Let's follow the time line shall we? I'll upload some pictures too. :)
1. 3/3/2011, Justin Bieber's Birthday, the arrival of my Paradise in Phuket Photobook.
2. 9/3/2011, Taeyeon's Birthday, I've got my new phone, Sony Ericsson Vivaz
3. i forgot
4. 25/3 - 27/3 - KL Trip to Genting Highlands
5. 1/4/2011 - April Fool's Day
6. 18/4/2011 - Jessica's Birthday. Stayed up late just to tweet her.
7. 2/4/2011 - Good Friday, went to Sinar Serapi with Church Members
8. 29/4/2011 - Prince William's Royal Wedding with Kate Middleton
9. currently looking back at the pictures I took
10. 5/5/2011 - Korean Childrens Day, Arrival of Mr. Taxi/RDR album
11. 7/5/2011 - Mother's Day
12. 10/5/2011 - Starting of 1st Semester Exams
13. 15/5/2011 - Sunny's Birthday, tweeted too
14. 20/5/2011 - Celebrated my birthday with aunty and uncle
15. 24/5/2011 - My BIRTHDAY with Exams.
16. 26/5/2011 - End of Exams
17. 27/5 - 6/6/2011 - Mid term Holidays
18. 30/5/2011 - Yoona's Birthday, tweeted too
19. 4/6/2011 - Karaoke night, organized by our Church Youth
20. 6/6/2011 - Back to Daily Basis
21. 10/6 - 11/6/2011 - SMTown in Paris
22. 24/6/2011 - Nichkhun's Birthday. Updating blog
23. 4 more days left to Seohyun's birthday
24. (lazy to count) days to Tiffany's, Hyoyeon's, and Yuri's BIRTHDAY!

Looking at so many missed up things, pictures will no be updated. :)

Currently saving up for SNSD's 1st Japan Album which almost cost RM200+
and also All About Girls' Generation DVD, which cost RM190+

Currently thinking about studies, and scholarships and and and.....

Currently waiting for the signal to study for SPM

Countdown to SPM : 143 Days.

Now : Dying because of the Hotness

SNSD FTW!

By, Micheesica, S♥NES, GorJess Spazzer. ♥

Chapter 3 : Paradise

2011-03-03T18:25:00.001-08:00

Last post : Hoot album
Today's post :

All About Girls' Generation :
Paradise in Phuket Photobook!
DVD Preview

Oh yeah! Your eyes are not fooling you.

I received it on 1/3/2011. Bieber's birthday..
Guess I had a better present than him.. LOL!!

Exams ends today. for the 1st Pra ONLY...

Hope to post more in the future..

By, Micheesica, S♥NES, GorJess Spazzer. ♥

Chapter 2 : Dream High

2011-02-13T00:28:00.000-08:00

Just checked my blog, and realise it stated that I dont know when I'll be getting my HOOT! album. well, hahahaha!! I got it on 15/1/2011! HAH! The following are the pictures, the package I receive, and the album.

Sooyoung's birthday was over, which is on the 10/2/2011. She's 21 years old now. She was the first SNSD member I trend in twitter, gotta be proud of me eh, Sooyoung? HAHA!

Life has been always the same, nothing much better than anything. LOL! Wait, I little better, because knowing SNSD, my life is a bit crazier than before!

I've ordered

Girls' Generation -
All About Girls' Generation "Paradise in Phuket"
[DVD Preview Photobook]

cost me RM115 (including shipping cost)

Btw, I've been watching Dream High, cast are mostly from JYP entertainment, like 2PM's Wooyoung and Taecyeon, Miss A's Suzy. T-ara's Eunjung. Kim Soo Hyun, IU and much more. A great movie, inspirational one, and for you to enjoy music and to tell you how an artist work to debut.

Im happy! that's all! :)

By, Micheesica, S♥NES, GorJess Spazzer. ♥

Chapter 1: 2011 ♥

2011-01-06T21:46:00.000-08:00

Hey guys! I didnt blog much for 2010.. which only ends at chapter 24, about that dream.. haha!!
I dont think I'll be blogging too for 2011. because of SPM! yea.........................
Great news. I've moved up to 5sns3! No more bullshit faces, no more gossips, no more smelly smokers, no more............................. etc.
The greatest part is I GET GREAT TEACHERS!!
Will be meeting with Mr. Ang a lot! That bug head teacher.. XD

Oh ya!
1/1/2011, I bought 4 UNFOLDED SNSD posters, 1 Japan Photobook - Limited Edition to Taiwan S♥NES, something like that, 1 Run Devil Run bag.
And then, the next day of school, Bernice gave me a Jessica badge.
Damn, proud to be a S♥NES!!

Im still waiting for the HOOT! album, I dont know when I'll be getting it.
I have no idea.
No.
Idea.

Anyway, I really have to study hard to fulfill my dreams and jadi hidung tinggi for a lifetime..
SPM is really a once in a lifetime chance...........

So, Good luck to me, you, him, her, we, them, us...............................................

By,
Micheesica, S♥NES, GorJess Spazzer.♥

Chapter 24 : I saw Them!

2010-12-18T08:35:00.000-08:00

17/12/2010. That night, I dreamt about them again.
I woke up and quickly texted it on my phone.
Here goes.

I saw them. And I shouted : "Let's go soshi, Let's go!"
Fany Fany Tiffany heard it and clap after what I said.
Then she asked me, are you the one who left the word soshi blank? (HUH?)
LOL! No Fany! I wouldnt!
Then, I was called up to take pictures with them. (lucky right?)
Taeyeon always wanna "chiang jin tou".
At last, I get to take a picture with my bias. JESSICA!! Happiest moment!
She put her arms around my waist and her head on my shoulder, and then we took a picture.
SO REAL!! XD
But then, it's just a dream.

Dream.

Love,
Micheesica <3

Chapter 23 : My Confession

2010-12-09T07:52:00.001-08:00

I found this on tumblr.com and I got the same feeling about it.

i was once a girl who didn't even bother to listen and know more about SNSD when most of my facebook friends were chatting about them, sharing videos and pictures about them. i once clicked on the Run Devil Run video, and i thought it's just a normal song, it didn't catch my heart at all. until one day, when I turned on MTV, it was OH! music video, i watched it all and found out the girls are actually attractive, and their voices are great, their looks are stunning. i google-d about them after that, searched for their videos, searched for their pictures, and I realized all of their hit songs are very nice, SNSD not only have the stunning faces, perfect body figures, but they've got the great personalities, and talents as well. they work hard on everything, not to disappoint their fans - SONES. ever since then, i fell deep into the world of SoShi. SNSD HWAITING!

Now, this is MY confession :

I was once a girl who didnt even bother to listen and know more about SNSD when my friends were posting pictures, sharing videos, I really dont care at all. I once clicked on one of their videos, which I cant really remember which one, I dont even bother finish buffering, and I just close the page.
Until one day, I posted a very stupid post on Bev's wall.
And the next day, I type in SNSD on youtube, and YulSic came out...
I was really pleased with it, with the song Heaven.
From then on, I was really crazy about them, I watched their videos, downloaded their songs, their pictures.
I realized ALL of their songs are very nice, SNSD not only have the stunning faces, perfect body figures, but they've got the great personalities, talents and dorky as well that never fails to make me laugh.

Jigeumeun Sonyeoshidae ! Apeurodo Sonyeoshidae ! Yeongwonhi Sonyeoshidae !

Love,
Micheesica <3

Chapter 22 : The Ice Princess

2010-11-26T23:29:00.000-08:00

I've decided to blog again. Hahaha..
This is my dream about our ice princess, Jessica.

Once upon a time, in a far far away land..
Whatever..
*skip*

I was playing with a kid (some aunty's kid who I knew) at a place, something like a wooden house, but with lots of water, an indoor beach maybe.
Suddenly, the aunty saw someone macam mok drown in the sea, so I dont know why also, I go rescue that person lo.
After pulling that person up to the shore, I realise that person was Jessica *OMO!*
She was drown *due to leg cram again? XD*
I thought : " I dont have the right to give her CPR la!!"
Wrapping her in my arms, starring at her angelic face. Oh! Whatever! Just give her CPR already!
I dont know how I did it, I never learnt CPR anyway *if you wanna do something in your dreams, sure you'll ended up doing it*
She was saved anyway.
At first I was really scared, didnt talk to her, didnt even dare looking at her.
But then I gave her a piggyback ride to a dry place.
Was in a very awkward situation, and then she started talking to me. *glad it was in english*
It was only one dream, but it was like days, months or years *how I wished*
It was like we talked for a lot of times there.
And our friendship grew fast and somehow turned into a relationship *sorry if it sounds wrong, this is my dream*
Ermm...
Oh!
We sat on a bench, *LOL part starts here* my arms were over her shoulders, her small hands holding my hand, I think we're watching the sunset.
As we're waiting, she started singing 'Naeng Myeong', at first it was nice, until she kept singing louder and louder.
People passing by looked at her, I was afraid others might recognise her voice and would take her away from me, so I covered her mouth with my hands.
She continued singing anyways, and I mumbled : "When will be my turn singing the song I wanna sing it to ya?"
She didnt care, I never got the chance, icry princess much.
She kept laughing, singing, my hands can feel her teeths *woots*
After that, the sun began to set, and she stopped singing.
We watched the sun set together.....
And...
Slowly, she slept in my arms. *sleeping beauty*

The. End.

Love,
Micheesica <3

Chapter 21 : Finally

2010-10-28T07:00:00.000-07:00

SMent finally told the truth, this is the video.
Wasnt how I imagine it was, less Sica part in the music video.
Guess I'll just listen instead of watching.. ahaha!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WfSdvrezkjg

This is the link.. ahaha!!!
Malas mok upload.

Enjoy!!

Love,
Micheesica <3

Chapter 20 : Im biased.

2010-10-27T23:10:00.000-07:00

School today was totally peaceful!
I dont have to take a look at some bullshit faces, the lesbian in my class aint there, the guy who always smokes even if you dont see him, you smell him aint there too?
Well, sometimes you just gotta ignore them before they become your focus of getting-rid-off-you mode.
Things happened, as usual.
2010 is coming to an end, to reduce the vision of seeing bullshit faces is to study hard, get top 10, move on to a better class, though Im already in TOP 10, in exact, TOP 3, which I never had in 16 years of lifes, guess 4s5 is different than the previous classes I had since primary 1.
SNSD has been my buah mulut since Im really crazy over them.
SMent cheated us sones to wait for their 3rd mini album music video, Hoot to be released for at least 5 times. Was said that it will be on YouTube at 10pm KST today, 28/8/2010.
Who knows? Im already immune to getting cheated by all those fake stuffs. Oh yea!
I cant wait to go Speedy this Saturday to check out if SNSD's 3rd mini album is available, because Im soooooooo gonna buy it, no matter how much it cost. AHAHA!!
I hope I really do well in next weeks exam, gotta boost up my Add. Maths which is freaking damn tiring and fun at some times when you know how to do it. And also my Sejarah, need more gigabyte to be downloaded into my brain. And also Physics, damn. If Jessica can teach me.. LOL!
Gotta love being a sone.
Anyways, will update soon. I hope.

Love,
Micheesica <3

I know right? Pink? HAHA!!

Chapter 19 : I LOVE JESSICA!!!

2010-10-25T23:04:00.000-07:00

As a GorJess Spazzer~
I'll make sure cucumbers will cease to exist,
practice how to do a dolphin squeal-like scream,...
sleep whenever there's an opportunity; if there isn't then resort to day-dreaming, hold my chopsticks in a very odd way, wear Abercrombie and Fitch as much as possible,
and learn my English badly so I'll receive scolding from my lovely Sica. ♥

Gotta starstrucked by Jessica recently. Never felt this love towards a celebrity before. Well, it's a good start! AHAHA!!

SNSD - Girls' Generation - So Nyuh Shi Dae

FIGHTING!!!!

Exam soon, so yea, gotta study.

Love,
Michessica ♥

Chapter 18 : Love?

2010-09-29T23:20:00.000-07:00

I thought of this yesterday, cant find a time to post it up because of studies. So yea, I hope I still remember what I really thought of yesterday.

LOVE :

When we were young, LOVE is just a word
When we came to become teenagers, LOVE is just a feeling
When we came to young adults, LOVE is something we cant live without.
When we came to after marriage, LOVE is a covenant.
When we came to parenthood, LOVE is all we need to give to our child.
When we came to oldage, LOVE is something you just see.
When we came to burial day, GOD IS LOVE.

4 more days to go till the end of the exam.
Peace!

Love,
MG :)

Chapter 17 : Knocked Out

2010-09-29T00:04:00.000-07:00

Exam during the week till next week.
Got killed by Add. Maths. WORST SUBJECT EVER!!
By the way, TRUST is really a big word.
LIE can be found in beLIEve. So yea..
You cant always believe Mr. Ang because he might lie to you and tell you that this answer is correct but actually it's wrong.
You cant always believe what you see because most part of it are illusions.
One thing you can believe, that's God's love towards us.
Friends do LIE to us.
IT'S PART OF OUR LIFE.
ACCEPT IT.
I lied, you lied, he lied, she lied, we lied.
You are not alone, because we're all together.

Going to Johor for bro's graduation after the exams.
Gonna take lots of photos with my lousy non-high-megapixel-phone.
Haha.
Time do really flies.
It's 29 of September. And Green Day is going to wake me up when September ends.
And when it ends, it really ends. And it's next year. And it's SPM.

Why dont they create an exam for who sleeps the most or facebook the most or ONLINE the longest time???
Nay. 1Malaysia. 1Electricity.

Good luck to me and you for the exams.
Good luck for finding someone who you really trust who wont knock you out.

Love,
MG. :P

Chapter 16 : Is It That Hard?

2010-09-13T23:51:00.000-07:00

1st, is it that hard to be PUNCTUAL?
2nd, is it that hard to tell me the truth?
3rd, is it that hard to do it yourself rather than asking others to do it?
4th, is it that hard for me to study?
5th, is it that hard to stay away from facebook?
Shut up!

What's wrong with everyone during this holidays?
Everyone is pissing me up!
One dont wanna tell me the truth.
The other one never wanna be punctual and always have to be late.
What the hell is wrong with you people? Something wrong with cord that connects your brain to your body??
Common la!!! PLEASE!

Grr..
Bye.

Chapter 15 : Was Lost and Now Found

2010-09-05T21:31:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps, sorry for not updating my blog, as if I've forgotten that my blog does exist. HAHA!
anyway, since Im super active in Facebook, I kind of forgotten lots of things I had on the net. Yea, sorry about that blog, I'll try to boil up my blog yea.

First of all, lots of things had happened, like Church Camp, NATCOMP 2010, Performances and bla bla bla.. Oh ya, I quit band, so nothing much more to say.. Trying to forget everything so I wont light the bulb again. ahaha!! Getting much more involved with church stuff with the youths.

I somehow kept opposing stuff..

Oh ya, I think Im addicted to someone. And that feeling gets deeper, and now I think Im obssessed. Nevermind about that.

I'll try my best to update my blog. Dont worry, you'll start reading posts soon...

I wont desert you guys. :)

Love,
MG

Chapter 14 : What are the uses of HANDPHONE!

2010-05-21T21:00:00.000-07:00

Hello, hello, baby, you texted? I cant read a thing.

I have got no service, in the class, you see, you see

Wha-Wha-What did you say, huh? You want all my tips and answer

Sorry, I cannot text you, I'm kinda busy

K-kinda busy

Sorry, I cannot text you

I'm kinda busy

Just a second, its my teacher, passing by me

And I cannot text you with a pen in my hand, eh?

You should've study by yourself, you ask from you teacher

And now you won't stop texting me, Im kinda busy

Stop texting, stop texting, I dont wanna think anymore

I left my hand and my brain in the classroom

Stop texting, stop texting, I dont wanna text anymore

I left my hand and my brain in the classroom

Stop smsing me
Im busy

Stop smsing me

Text all you want, coz it's your credit

And you're not gonna reach my handphone

Coz Im out in the class and Im spinning my brain

And you're not gonna reach my handphone

Call all you want, coz I dont use my credit
And you're not gonna reach my handphone

Coz Im out in the class and Im spinning my brain

And you're not gonna reach my handphone

Friend, the way you blowing up my phone

Wont make me text no faster

Put my pen on faster

Leave my books no faster

I should've left my phone at home

Coz this is a disaster
Calling for my answers

Sorry, I DONT HAVE CREDIT!

Not that I dont like you, Im just a bit shellfish

And I am sick and tired of my phone vibrating

Sometimes I feel like I live in the toilet

Tonight Im not texting, no texts, coz I'll be studying

Coz I'll be studying

Tonighte Im not texting no text
Coz I'll be studying

*Repeat Chorus follow the song*

We're sorry, your credit is less than RM2,

please reload to enjoy more fun by using DiGi.

Play the song and Sing it.
It follows.
Dont worry

WRITTEN BY
MAGNESIUM MG

Chapter 13 : Who I Really Am

2010-03-21T22:40:00.000-07:00

Yo! Wassup?!
Yes, I know, havent been blogging since? dunno, last post..
Anyway, Form 4 really really is tough! Bei tahan..
Nothing I can do..

Lots of things I have to say..
But it's hard to express.. haha!

For more info, you can visit my facebook.
Pictures, status, anything..
I post everything there. haha!! :)

Chapter 12 : HEY!!

2010-02-02T22:23:00.000-08:00

Hey peeps!! Hahaha...
Was bored, so yea..

Lots of things happened during the perang dingin..

*skip*
*skip*

We talked now, but not much..
All I do was : o, er.., hmm.., ya...
HAHA!!

2/2/2010 was funny..

CNY in? nxt nxt week?
who cares right?
dont like shopping, so.. no clothes yet..

Tuition
Tuition
Tuition

Yup..
That's me... :)

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Chapter 10 : eefff!!

2010-01-23T07:35:00.000-08:00

yes, i've totally depressed this week..
sry for not updating my blog..
every word i say, starts with sien..
apa pun sien..
now oxo sien...

got in a fight..
perang dingin...
i think there's something wrong with me now..
thinking of forgiving her all of a sudden..
urgh!
whatever!!

tuition starts...
chemistry teacher in sri sarjana is soooo way better than school's.. no offence..
seriously...

Dozed off everytime when im in PBK..
dunno y..

nothing much to update anyway..
jz wanna make my blog pop out a new chapter after a long pause..

that's all, i guess..

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Chapter 9 : Great Day

2010-01-09T18:11:00.000-08:00

I got my greatest night of spamming!
I conquer most of the part..
For her, it's like im just joking around..
But, for me, im having the sweetest revenge of my whole life!!

This is the Exclusive Preview of it...
Swt.. You'll probably cant read it in facebook anymore.. haha!
So im pasting it here, if blogspot allows..
No, they freakishly dont allow me to..

MG : Wah! Havent sleep ar? no wonder got panda eyes

BBV : Haha~ adi got lo.....last day cn sleep late.. oh gosh!im addicted to "i can transform ya"...

MG : last day of wat???? transfrom ya?? no one wanna transform u la..

BBV : Lol....the song la! chris brown so cool man.....addicted liao** last day cn sleep late

MG : chris brown? ppl's on ne-yo now..

BBV : But his dance damn cool!!!!!!! n songs too...................

MG : hmm.. ne-yo too.. if u do watch stomp the yard.. chris brown died after one move..

BBV : Huh, wads that, i wanna c!!!!!!!!!!!! XP

MG : it's a movie.. in ENGLISH!

BBV : owh...din intro to me...... ><

BBV : LOL!!!!!!!! intro me mah...u knw i noob in this.....haha

MG : SUPID! hahahaha...

BBV : ISH!!! dn col me stupid.......~

BBV : STU......PIG la

MG : so? u can call me i cannot call u ?

MG : CB!

BBV : cn larrr.................. shhhhhhhhh

BBV : No bad word thx.............i tot i din sent tiok so send agn...........wthf u scold me CB

MG : u dunno wat's cb? it's call block coefficient.. u dunno ka? oh.. ur english noob.. :)

BBV : ok lo....CB gv bck u~~ it's so so so lag larr.... lu mai sleep merh?

MG : lag du sleep lo.. my business...

BBV : Ngaiti....guan xin awhile stil gv u suan like that.......... ish~

MG : suan? sour? i mean my business is to make ppl sleep..

BBV : Lols......thank youu then,nid gaji or not?=P

MG : yes, RM50 for electricity, RM10 for the scolding, RM30 for using till this late.. hmm.. oh, for my own gaji, cheap la.. RM10 only.. and also the post i posted in ur wall, 1 post, cheap oxo RM2, so all together.. calculate urself.. sure u can afford..

BBV : Walao.....im sorry becos my math is not that good...xp

MG : eh, 7A1B student bo.. not gud?? i got read wrong or not?

BBV : 7A becos i heng nia, 1B becos i noob...ok? My math jz ngam ngam ho cn gt A~BOOOOOOooo~ Eh,i wn sleep liao leh,scare my mom ar...T^T

MG : now baru know ka? u shud sleep b4 i call u panda eyes! accept the fact la, dah la 7A1B, tell the world la!

BBV : Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~don so loud...i don wan ppl know...thatr is so sia soi 1...no 8A!!! Ltr those 8A's students laugh me... ><

MG : sia soi... english get B.. hahahahahaha!! i already say 2 time, toooo late.. lala~ go sleep, if not u have to pay me more!

BBV : Okay okay..... GOODNITES!!!!!! walao mai so loud la.. >.<>

MG : LOL! go live in ur yvonne's world, sure got ppl english noob communicate wif u.. nitez.. monday pay me my gaji..

BBV : Bo lui...haha~nitezzz

MG : all together RM128! I forgot to mention, plus tax, 5%.. so, RM134.40... hmmmm.. got coins, RM135 la..

She go offline after I posted that last post..
Guess she's speechless..
Btw, I cant stand typing her so called good english.. kept typing the correct one..
Why blogspot dont allow ppl to copy and paste?

Fun right?
She insulted me ba.. I mean my friends and 4s5
So, this is my sweet revenge..
She dont know..
Most of all, she dont know my blog!
LALA~

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Chapter 8 : This is why I love you and why I hate you

2010-01-07T04:26:00.000-08:00

Some say it's not over till it's over
Guess this is really over now
There's something I gotta say before I let you go
So, Listen

When you have a fight with him
Sometimes you cry
And feel sad and blue
I become hopeful
My heart aches secretly
Then just a hint of you smile
Can make me feel fine again
To keep you from figuring out how I feel about you
Coz then we would drift apart
I hold my breath, bite my lips
Oh, please leave him and come to me

Baby, please dont take his hand
I've been waiting for you for so long
Please look at me now

When the music starts
You will vow to spend
The rest of your life with him
How I prayed every night
This day would never come

You never knew how I felt about you
And I hated you so
Sometimes I wished you would be unhappy

Now I have no more tears left to cry
When Im by myself I talk to you like you're here
Ive felt so restless every night
Maybe ive known all along this would happen
I close my eyes and dream and endless dream
Please leave him and come to me

Please be happy with him
So that I can forget you
Please forget how miserable I looked
It's going to be unbearably hard for me
For a long while to come

Chapter 7 : I HATE 5!

2010-01-06T21:33:00.000-08:00

Today apa pun 5
5A, 4s5, luck also 15%

Cibei! Fuck! Kimak! anymore?
no more hi5!
Stupid idiot Putit!

Dunno how to arrange class isit?
4S1-4S3 all arrange till so PERFECT!
4S4-4S6 simply arrange..
Fair or not? Cibai!!

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Chapter 6 : First in 15 years

2010-01-05T23:40:00.000-08:00

Never drew anything that I like in 15 years..
2010 BREAKTHROUGH! I DREW SOMETHING!! LOL!!

I know it's cacated, im not a pro..
So dont complain... teehee!!

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Chapter 5 : Me or Them?

2010-01-05T20:45:00.000-08:00

Isit me becoming more and more crazier or influenced by them?
Hmm.. Never make sense..

Anyway,
Today was sooo damn fun! Sitting with the right person la.. haha!
Squeeze in with Julian, Mat, Gerald n Nick.. damn fun!
Took away Rachel's name tag.. haha!
Speaking about Rachel, we're talking more and more! unlike the first time we met.. haha!

Good thing is that,
My UHU glue aint affective today..
That person didnt come, so ya, Im free!!

Unfortunately, I cant go for the recruitment road show for Green Chords..
Stupid PBK.. shouldnt have chose that day.. URGH!!

Oh ya..
Kena kereta langgar...
Not serious, dont worry, LOL!
She drive Kancil, short woman, cant see a big size student..
Ngaiti.. I was talking with Angelia..
Then suddenly kena langgar.. WTF?
Well, at least she apologize..

Gerald touched me! I mean my hands, coz he wanted to know the time.. OMG! FIRST TIME! TO LET A GUY TOUCH ME! HE DAMN OPEN, HE EVEN HIT ME!

Nothing to say liaw.. :)

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Chapter 4 : Sorry, Sorry..

2010-01-04T21:37:00.000-08:00

Currently obsessed with "Sorry, Sorry - Answer" by Super Junior!
Anyway, Orientation really, is very boring!
Yes, I slept.. But I stay awake mostly.. Not listening somemore.. :)

3 more days to go..
oh, what a pain on the ass!

Having tuition with Mr. Ang tonight..
Damn nervous..
He'll think Im harder to teach compared to my sis and bro.. haha!!!

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Chapter 3 : Love OR Hate?

2010-01-03T21:44:00.001-08:00

Do I have to LOVE you or HATE you??

Macam I got UHU glue or what stick glue on my body like that..

Stick here stick there.. damn annoying..

One thing I LOVE about school is :

I dont have to stay home do things that are really really stupid..

One thing I HATE about school is :

We have to sit our ass off and feel the pain!

Anyways, I STILL LOVE SCHOOL!

Woke up real early today.. Excited to go back school..

Go school dah kena sticked..

Urgh!!

Got stuff from friends today..

<<<>

The KLWMBC shirt I wanted soo much!

I FINALLY got a shirt related to BAND! LOL!

Thanks MP for helping me buy, how much har?

Christmas Gift from Audrey..

Thanks for the beanie..

Gonna use it to Russia! LOL!!

Thanks Angelia for the CHINA magnet..

Now I can lie to others that I went to China! LOL!!

Hmm... What to say about this name tag?

It's not even me...

And it cost RM1 for the damn thing and, nama salah spell again!

Urgh!

But, to appreciate it..

Thanks the Pengawas to buy more that 400 name tags for everyone..

See, Im not so bad afterall.. *angel with a ring on top* *devil behind everything*

First day of school was really a pain in the ass!

Thought of Form 1,2,3 stuff while waiting... OMG!

Even thought of Lily Eberwein when Cikgu Lily introduced herself..

Putit talked too much...

4 MORE DAYS TO GO!

GONNA BE A LONG DAY!

GO! GO! GO!

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Chapter 2 : Time Fighting

2010-01-02T03:52:00.000-08:00

Time, oh time, pa hal you fly so fast?
There is 6 weeks left to Chinese New Year, and Valentine's Day (what for? not celebrating anyway)
Two more days to school opens, even though it's just orientation, 5 days 5 hours in school...
Then? Tuition starting fast...
Then? No more Facebook.. only face book...

Heard Kester told Melia that she's having good news, and me, having bad news..
Her good news is, she's not playing for slumdog millionaire!
And? Im playing all 3 concert pieces..
Hmm.. What to say?? Yippy?
Anyway, I'll enjoy my last crazy time being with Green Chords to the max!
I'll commit all my time to Green Chords!
Then concentrate studies after I leave..

Why must we fight time if we never want time to fly?
Why must time fly even though we're not doing anything?

Oh, nevermind..
Everything is the same,
Everyday is the same,
Everyone is the same...

Dont worry bloggy..
I will find time to update you, you wouldnt be boring.. :)

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Chapter 1 : For My Dream, I will!!

2009-12-31T19:59:00.001-08:00

It's 01012010..
Just cut my hair.. Not what I wanted but, it's okay...

My NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION :

1. To study my ass off!
2. To enjoy my last year in Green Chords!
3. To start loving tuitions!
4. To change my bad temper, dont want my recruits to fear me..
5. To help in the music ministry in church..
6. To stop singing in public, coz I hate praises or maybe insults..
7. Stop watching cartoons
8. Be sooo damn serious everytime during studies.. (GAMEFACE ON!)
9. Be cute when those high high gurus pass by
10. Ignore people who calls Michelle.. (duh! It's not me!)
11. Do not eat wrong food, dont wanna have diarrhea like last year..
12. Remember to bring stuff if going to anyway..
13. Remember to wear shoes before going in the car, not repeating primary school's stupid stuff
14. Remember to check my correction type, dont wanna borrow from friends..
15. No foul language! (wait, I ever say? only a few, only can say shit.. haha!!)
16. Do not day dream during tuition and classes..
17. Do not look at "people".. (one is enough.. haha!!)
18. Do not go to other class to chap su.. (who's class to go anyway? haha!!)
19. Dont get nominated for anything..
20. Stop being emo! (sometimes)
21. More Merit marks (coz I never have demerit! LOL!!)
22. Dont say "hmm... I dunno"
23. Smile always!!

Out of ideas...

Most of all,
Dont care about anyone!
Mai Chap Su! Chap ka ki eh su du ho liao.. :)

According to my title,
I will, I'll proof to all those asshole on this earth!
Like Zack, I'll show you the true power of SOLDIER! er, I mean true power of MICHELE!

Ya.. ya.. whatever~

Guess I wouldnt be blogging like before,
Online maybe only on Sunday.. Or maybe after band, depends..
So.. 2010 will be a tough year for me.. 2011 too.. 2012, if no judgement day, 2013 until 2020!
2020! where all the high-tech things come, if Malaysia fulfill Mahathir's wish..

I will note all the sentence that are bold..

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Volume 2 : To Dream and To Honor!

2009-12-31T08:31:00.000-08:00

My 2010 has started at 12.00, where the clock strikes at midnight..
My Form 4 is going to be tough..
I have to face it!!

Go Go! Michele!! You Can do it!!

To Dream and To Honor!
Inspired by Zack Fair..
This will be my volume 2 for 2010,
My new life..

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

Chapter 95 : Happy New Year!!

2009-12-31T08:22:00.000-08:00

It's 2010!! OMG!!
Happy New Year everyone!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Chapter 94 : 1994-2009

2009-12-30T21:01:00.000-08:00

I wanted to copy everything I wrote in MSN starting from pm no.1
But, stupid blogger doesnt allow me to paste it here..
So, just call it a day..

2009 is going to end, not even in 24 hours..
It's sad to say goodbye to a great year and saying hello to a new one..
2009 has been the best year, maybe..
Did lots of commitment during this year, especially to band, and to chinese tuition..
This year teaches me lots of stuff, and yea, they all pass happily..

2009 :

Jan :
When to school, was glad to sit alone in a corner, but didnt know why we were changed to sit with someone..
Skipped some classes to help out for Green Chords 2009, recruiting juniors, cant forget the kids who ask more paper, hey! I gave them already, and they want more? Greedy!

Feb :
All I remember in Feb is Chinese New Year... Nothing else..

March :
Marching Seasons starts (no wonder it's called March), Band Camp starts too.. Pra-semester (is that how you call?) was great, I get quite high marks, it's always the same, first test always get straight A's.. LOL!

April :
Starting to skip classes for band practices, feeling lazy to practice the piano, finding excuses to mom for practicing it.. haha!! no, I dont regret doing that.. :)

May :
Competition's near, practicing everyday.. till 20/5, start our journey to Sibu, practice till 22/5, competition on the 23/5, got 4th, dissapointed, aiming Nationals next year, GO GREEN CHORDS! 24/5, celebrate my birthday mostly with sleeping friends in the bas.. LOL.. 25/5 onwards, exam for the 1st Semester 2009.. 31/5, worst day ever! Dont wanna talk about it, Green Chords members, remember this special day?? :)

June :
Stop banding, coz PMR is near.. She started moving to sit with me..

July :
Coz of sports day, I had to go for band, to perform our story, Beginning of The New G, perform like never before, coz this is the last performance with Salleh, Best Recruit 2008!

August :
PMR is so near, didnt study, listening to music all day, go to school to have fun.. Looking back the time, I realized I was really stupid to sit there with that person..
Oh wells, it's over.... :)

September :
Didnt study too, just sit there relaxing..
Did Qiong at the last minute before PMR starts..
p.s. Imma last minute person, but cant do it for SPM.. :)

October :
PMR for one week..
Black Eyed Peas song, I Gotta Feeling, kept singing when I went in the car..
After PMR, holiday..
Did nothing but online, chatting, facebooking, blogging..
Did go for movies.. Surrogates, I forgot the date.. LOL!!

November :
Just like that, nothing much..
Hate holidays..
Did went out with Angelia, Steph and Tham to go watch movie..
Wanted to watch Jennifer's Body, but hell, Im not fit to be 18, so watch Michael Jackson : This Is It..
Went to celebrate Grandma's Birthday..
Bought PSP 3006, started playing Final Fantasy 7 : Crisis Core

December :
Went to watch New Moon!! LOL!!
Get to go for Drumline Workshop, get to do physical exercise lvl 2!
I'll always remember this quote when Im doing the exercise : "Abs like Megan Fox!"
Man, I love Megan Fox!!
Still playing Final Fantasy 7 : Crisis Core
Celebrated Christmas..
Score some A's and B's
Finally when to a Beach!

Today :
Is the last day of 2009, and what am I doing?
I just came back from registering at Sri Sarjana, for next years Biology, Chemistry and Physics.
Talking about tuition, having BM in PBK, Add Maths with Mr. Ang, Doraemon~
Im still figuring out what the hell is est, and if I know what it is, science or est??
LOL!!

Tomorrow :
The Beginning of 2010, my beginning of a different me..
To Face Book not Facebook, everyday..
To Become a Good Student, I have to DREAM and HONOR!
Credits to Final Fantasy 7 : Crisis Core...
TO FULFILL MY DREAM! I WILL!!!

Thanks Zack for teaching me how to dream and have honor

Thanks Angeal for giving Zack his Buster Sword so I can easily kill Ugly Monsters

Thanks Sephiroth for Octaslash, and thanks for letting me kill you off easily

No thanks to Genesis, you're so annoying while reciting your Loveless Acts

Thanks Cissnei for making me Heavenly

Thanks Tseng, and annoyed me when Zack is with Aerith

Thanks Cloud for Meteor Shower, it helped though it's not strong

Thanks Aerith for healing me when Im curse or poisoned, and for Zack, I LOVE YOU!!

Imma serious Final Fantasy fan.. :)

I'll love my last day being with you 2009..

I'll really have to get used to 2010 since everything is going to be level 2, even studies..

And most of all,

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!!

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Chapter 93 : It's 31 December already??

2009-12-30T08:25:00.001-08:00

According to my title, YES!!
It's 31 December 2009!!!
Wah, time really flies man!!
Guess I need to catch those flies!!

Wait for the next post,
It'll be sooo damn interesting..
Yeah!! :)

Nitez, Gts.. (gotta sleep)
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Chapter 92 : Some ppl just cant stop being STUPID!

2009-12-30T07:32:00.000-08:00

You know what? You came back for holyshit United Kingdom!
So what? Your attitude worst than a PELACUR!
You ask me stupid question that I never even want to answer...
How would I know a stinking thing I've never used before gone to?
Btw, what kind of sister are you if you dont even know that your sister has a very bad memory?
Oh ya, if talking to me makes you sien, STOP FUCKING TALK TO ME!!
You think you very clever is it? How come having a stupid boyfriend STUPIDER THAN YOU?
How could a degree holder ask if putting a fish on the fridge, not freezer, is it ok?
What the fuck?
Two minds can think of things that stupid?
Putting a stupid fish not in the freezer??
*Clap hands* You are one very intelligent being! I've never seen one like you before, mind being my sifu?

You complain how rude I talk to you, HOW FUCKING GOOD ARE YOU?
I talk like that to you, then you go "mom", HOW FUCKING OLD ARE YOU HUH?
3 YEARS OLD?? Fight for your fucking ass dude!
Im 15, and your what? 29 dude! 29!!!!
I can defend myself my just answering 1 or 2 sentence, then you go "mom, why she talk like that?"
What the fuck? Think of your fucking questions!

Cari that stupid fucking thing yourself!
How would I know where you fucking put it?
Look in the garbage bin if you're SOOO CLEVER!

It's the end of 2009, why do you have to fucking piss me off??
Well, NOTE THIS, 2010 WILL BE A VERY QUIET YEAR IN THIS HOUSE, 2010 ONWARDS! MIND YOU! I AINT GOING TO TALK TO ANY FUCKING ONE OF YA!

I'll try my very best not to be home. I'll try my very best to lie to you about what time Im going home.. I dont like my home, why? I DONT HAVE MY OWN FUCKING BEDROOM!
I have to share with you jerks..

No worries, Michele..
To be a Great Student, just to leave this awful place, I have to DREAM ON and have my HONOR!
Note this! I WOULDNT BE BACK UNTIL I DIE!
I will come back, just to visit MY FRIENDS!! Help out Green Chords if there still is!
By then I can drive, so I dont need your fucking help on VEHICLE anymore!

STUPID PEOPLE JUST NEVER LEARNED TO SHUT THEIR STUPID FUCKING MOUTH! AND STUPID PEOPLE REALLY, NO OFFENCE, ASK STUPID QUESTIONS!!

Not that Im smart, AT LEAST I KNOW SOME LOGICS!!

Stupid fucking assholes..

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Chapter 91 : Damn!

2009-12-30T04:16:00.000-08:00

Damn man!!
1 more day to go to 2010!!
Less than 24 hours!!!

There's lots of mucus in my nose..
Kept raining, got thunder, just no lightning...

Nothing to really update la..
If you really wanna know what Im doing..
STALK ME IN FACEBOOK!!

HAHA!!
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Chapter 90 : Oh Fcuk!

2009-12-28T23:29:00.000-08:00

I wanted to make ice blended milo after googling
http://taste-budsrya.blogspot.com/2009/06/ice-blended-milo.html

I kept making ice, waiting it to freeze..
But le..
When my mom came back, semua hilang!

Apa la! ice blended milo tak jadi now..
Boohoo!!

Chapter 89 : 2?

2009-12-28T04:14:00.000-08:00

Yes! 2..
2 more days left to end 2009!!
2 more days left to new 2010!!

Chapter 100 tak jadi.. not enough time.. T_T
But anyway, I'll still continue what I want on starting volume 2!
LOL!!

But!
Volume 2 sure a few chapters, guess I wont online like I used to..
Whatever.
Have to Qiong for SPM,
Dont want anyone to control my fucking LIFE!!

Chapter 88 : Lucky 8

2009-12-27T06:37:00.000-08:00

Just a simple title,
Btw,
I hate :

~ makeups
~ fake smiles
~ fake boobs
~ fake eyelashes
~ people taking pictures with the toilet
~ people with a whole album about themself
~ people who thinks I like you.. LOL! *lame*
~ fake voice

Everything which includes NOT BEING YOURSELF!
Everything which also includes YOU GETTING THE SPOTLIGHT FOR ATTENTION!

p.s. if this offended you, sry, im not talking about you. mai perasan, it's the one and only person!

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Chapter 87 : Beach!

2009-12-27T04:22:00.000-08:00

Went for a splash today, not splash la.. I didnt get into the water anyway...

Went to Sematan Beach.. yea.. Bitch! :)

Took lots of pictures, but am lazy to upload it up.. LOL!!

A dead JellyFish!! it's me.. Jelyl.. :)

Just sign up for a tumblr account..

Please visit, and follow.. :)

Chapter 86 : Si Bei CB!

2009-12-24T18:40:00.000-08:00

So what you want to do to me now?
Oh, you want to control my life?
You want me to quit band?
You want me to go tuition everyday? every hour? every minute? every second?
Common! If you wanna control my life, put CCTV everywhere in the house la!
You spy me do what, just use CCTV la!
I'll turn negative if you control me! I'll never wanna go home!
I'll never gonna listen to any fucking things you want me to do!
I dont fucking care anything about this home anymore...
Apa pun nak beri muka, beri muka, BERI MUKA!
You think my face very cheap is it?
People score better is their problem!
You compare me with those fucking asshole for what?
You dont understand your own fucking daughter mer?

I wont listen to any single order you want me to do!
I will only be in my room for the rest of my life!
You'll never gonna see me in any parts of the house!
I'll rather watch porn then listening to your fucking orders!

You want me respect you, YOU GOT RESPECT ME OR NOT?
It's my life im talking here, you dont have the rights of controlling it!
You sendiri want me to be independent, now what? You wanna control it?
Im not a fucking puppet you fucking bitch!

Oh ya, that's right! I never liked you!
You never liked me! You do everything for me is just to BERI MUKA TO OTHER FUCKING PEOPLE!
YOU JUST WANT ATTENTION! ONLY WANT PEOPLE TO PRAISE YOU FOR HANDLING A GOOD CHILD!
YOU FUCKING BITCH! IM THE ONE HERE LETTING YOU GET ALL THE FUCKING ATTENTIONS!
Without me, who are you?

You kept telling people different stories about me
I was never sooo great as what you describe me infront of any of your fucking friends!
Im soo rebelious! Do you know that? No! You dont!

I tell you everything because I got no one to talk to..
Now? I just BERI MUKA! I wouldnt fucking care about anything anymore!

BERI MUKA!!

Happy now?

No offends!

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Chapter 85 : I heart myself

2009-12-23T19:21:00.000-08:00

Congratz to all straight A students..
Congrats to all students who got A's
Congratz to all students who got B's
Congratz to all students who got C's
Congratz to all students who got D's
Not congratulating anyone who got E's
Hahaha!!!

Thank you the rain for clearing our tears when we cry..
"I love walking under the rain, coz no one knows im crying"

Thank you for the hugs
Thank you for the handshake
No thanks for the kiss

Congratz myself for being a total noobie..
Congratz myself for scoring A's
Congratz myself for scoring B's

I *heart* MYSELF!!
I *hurt* MYSELF!!

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Chapter 84 : A Total Bastard!

2009-12-22T23:34:00.000-08:00

Last night, went out with this bullshit guy..
I dont know why he came at the first place,
How could a grown up almost 30 year old man act like a 9 year old kid on sugar rush?
Totally embarassed by this bullshit guy!!

I dont count him as "us", if he wants to be part of "us",
Please! Change your fucking attitude!!
Dont act like you're still a kid who needs attention!!

If your English sucks like shit, dont use it to communicate with other people!
You embarass yourself!

Btw, WE as in W.E. are the owner of everything in this house..
You dont have the stupid rights to use it without our fucking permissions!

You dont have to act like a total pro if you, yourself dont even understand a single thing!
If you are a pro, u wont use our INTERNET! TELEVISION! BATHROOM! KITCHEN!
If you are a pro, u will be sooo damn rich, that you might be using wireless laptop, you maybe watching tv through an iPod, you might think of peeing at home before coming to our house, you can bring her to the restaurant, a HIGH CLASS restaurant to eat..

But, noooo...
You are such an idiot! You fucking use our electricity like its made by water!
You are a fucking dumbass that you dont even know how to cook, and still, you wanna use our kitchen..
I wonder how your kids are going to survive eating shit like that!!

How can WE pay the food you eat?
What kind of gentleman is that? I call you a fucking bullshitman!!
You brought us there, and, what? WE PAY??

Note to self :
1.Never ever find a guy as bullshit as that!
2.Never care her if he did anything to her!
3.Never learn to be like her!

These are all total bullshit! Embarassment! Mempersiasoikan diri!!
Stupid asshole!
You're nothing but shit!
Im sorry if I offended anyone, I WOULDNT LOOK UP TO A BULLSHITMAN LIKE THAT!

Try putting your own socks in your mouth!
That's the feeling how people feel about you!! Bullshit!

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Chapter 83 : Let's Shoot Time! Rifle? Sniper??

2009-12-21T18:14:00.000-08:00

I cant stand it anymore, I dont even have enough time to enjoy my holidays...

ARGH!!!!!!!!

2 more days then Im busted!! *I dont care if I get 8Es*

Guys! Stop chasing time!!!
You know time takut or not? They takut u catch up with time, so they fly!!
Im relaxing and you chasing??
You're making it worst la! Dammit!

Im eating Tang Yuan right now..
I hate eating it coz, I dunno.. I just hate it..
Mom ask everyone to must eat, coz this is the first time I made this thing,
She even said, if we eat, we get blessed...
I was like, what the heck? I aint helping anymore.. XD

I sengaja buat 15 biji extra small...
so I dont have to suffer while eating that round, pink n white, thing...
Why no black hor? TEEHEE!!

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Chapter 82 : Holiday much

2009-12-19T07:15:00.000-08:00

My holidays are not so much ordinary, it's just extra-ordinary.. LOL!!

I hate holidays, coz I have to stay at home doing nothing, except online...

Since I joined band, everything change, my holidays are packed..

O, Saya~

Suka~

Gila~

Random much, anyway.. here are some pictures I took during Band Camp,

Im not vain, so dont expect me having pictures of my own, I only took pictures of scenery..

Weirdo much.. aha!

16/12, 5.30pm

Just putting up our multi tone in a different way...

Thx to Aziz! One side only, skin cost RM148..

Guess we're changing it to Evans next year.. which cost a lot of money there..

Thx to Aziz again, for asking me to look at the sky.. LOL!!

This was the best SUN scenery photo I ever took.. 19/12, 1:09pm

Ok, shocking news, PMR results out on the 24 of December..

Guess what? This is the best Christmas present I ever had..

Though I dont know my results yet..

The earlier the better, I wont have to wait long..

That's all,

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Chapter 81 : You've been hit by, a Smooth Criminal..

2009-12-14T08:06:00.000-08:00

LOL! random much..
anyway, was having band camp this days,
currently playing multi tone number 1,
gonna play quint tom if it comes.. :)

hmm.. learning how to play the drum set now, for concert,
hmm.. i lost in words..
guess it's too late, my brain aint functioning..
haha!!

I wanna hit chapter 100, and changing pm no.100 soon..
dunno jadi or not. LOL!!

Im craving to blog about the last chapter of this volume on 31st december,
which is the last day of 2009! HAHA!!
I've already planned of blogging about wat..

Guess that's all

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Chapter 80 : Ms. Incredibel

2009-12-08T05:49:00.000-08:00

Incroyable..
Im crying without any reasons again...

I broke my stupid agreement with my blog..
Sigh, sorry blog.. I think the new Michele tak jadi la..

Getting worst and worst la...
What to do?? What can I do?? What should I do??
Macam nak mati right now..
ARGH!!!

Why everyone wanna hurt me??
Do I look like some kind of stuff toy for you to bully?
I know Im chubby, but Im not a toy ok?
Im not a robot! I have feelings too!!
You think Im some kind of joke for you to joke around?
Do you think Im some kind of rubbish??

I live to make myself happy, to be happy, I go with you people!!
but PEOPLE!! you make me feel like shit!!

I think shit is much more better than my condition,
they get to meet shits from other people..
They gather at the dirtiest place, and they never will leave each other..

But on Earth?
I'll rather stay in Pluto from now on...
Wonder why there's only Earth for PEOPLE to live!!

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Chapter 79 : What's Wrong Wif Wo

2009-12-06T04:57:00.000-08:00

Wo=Me.. LOL!! Just wanted it to be all W's..

I think something is really really wrong wif me.. no joking..
I suddenly became vain, I kept taking pic of my own..
And the weird thing is, I delete every one of them after taking a pic..

Why?
Since I know every pic I take, I'll just delete it, why bother taking a photo??

Maybe Im too bored?
Oh ya, speaking about bored, I even chat wif some kids, their ages are between 5-9, I think..

Imagine how boring chatting wif kids? They dont even understand anything I type..
All we do is emoticon, emoticon, emoticon... LOL!!
Well, at least if I type anything wrong, they wont understand..

Ever since, someone dont have the time to online, I've rotted..
Ahh... Whatever~

Bren C. gave me a nickname since I seriously need one..
Well, guess what she gave me??
JELLY!!
And I actually like it.. LOL!!

Guess that's all.. haha!!
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Chapter 78 : Front Page!

2009-12-03T17:59:00.000-08:00

Kak Cindy woke me up this morning at 9.06,
I was still sleeping, thx kak for waking me up!!

Then, *drum roll*

Borneo Post, 4/12/2009, FIRST PAGE!!
Go see!!
Although Im not in, but Im proud of it! lala~

Green Chords is FAMOUS!!
lol!

I dont feel like bloggin la...
but im bloggin anyway..

Shoulder damn pain...

That's all,
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Chapter 77 : 4 Pointings..

2009-12-02T23:16:00.000-08:00

Pictures explain everything!
Plz visit :
http://www.facebook.com/home.php?ref=home#/album.php?aid=129243&id=617096551&ref=nf

For more pictures, plz visit :
http://www.facebook.com/home.php?ref=home#/album.php?aid=2029598&id=1083160052&ref=mf

it was damn fun, though we screwed it up, LOL!!
we get paid, that's the part.. i havent open the envelope yet X)

I saw one leng lui. aha! damn leng lor.. LOL!!
didnt say hi but said bye.. LOL!
Must look for her in facebook.. =.='''

I dont wanna post more, coz I got short term memory lost,
I dont quite remember what happened,
but pictures can help.. LOL!!

My shoulder damn berat now..
Massage~~

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Chapter 76 : Conclusione

2009-11-29T19:46:00.000-08:00

After 1 month of lost memories,
I finally realised that that person cant live without me.. =.='''
And Im telling the truth..
Just look at how we comment thru FaceBook!
I never see that person so high before..

This is my Point Of View,
I dont care if it's wrong,
I only care is that we DO chat..

Anyway, I hope I dont make the same stupid mistake again,
I have to focus!
FORM 4 liaw lor!! T_T
Game Face ON!
(Cant read my, cant read my, no he cant read my poker face!!)

Guess that's all,
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Chapter 75 : New Moon!!

2009-11-29T03:11:00.000-08:00

watched new moon today.. yay!!

I dont wanna say more.. just look at the pic.. :D

*click pic to enlarge*

when I finish this movie, something went wrong..

it's hard to talk about it..

haha!!

NEW MOON ROCKS!!

Chapter 74 : やあ

2009-11-25T20:34:00.000-08:00

Hey! I've became a great big no.1 fan of google translate!
though sometimes it translate a bit like shit.. but who cares? It's fun..
It's fun playing with the right person.. :D

Everything is going back it's usual self..
Nothing really changed, jz a few ups and downs..
what am I saying? I dont know too..

Mom agree to cut hair, but when? dunno.. she's sooooo busy!!

I want to watch New Moon and Ninja Assassin!!
but when? I dunno.... ssooooo busy!!
Hope New Moon is not a disappointment like Twilight..
Hope I watch it with the right person.. lala~

I have to change my genre of songs in my phone..
Everything sounds so jiwang~~
My life so jiwang again.. hahaha!!
I got this earphone, and it sounds so nice~
I even cried over a song.. OMG!!

I think something is really wrong with me.. but who cares??
like 2NE1's I Dont Care!!

I LOVE KPOP!!!
Tae Yang~~ LOL!

that's all.. I guess??

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Chapter 73 : Reasons to Hate Me!

2009-11-16T19:32:00.000-08:00

I'll tell u how to hate me according to the 4 Seasons..

1. Spring
~ tHe Spring in Kuching is so damn big that you cant find me, coz I was in MBO!

2. Summer
~ Summer and I was so damn hot, that both of us melted u, n duh~ of coz u cant see us!!

3. Autumn
~ The last leaf that falls on u knocked u too hard that u've forgotten that I ever exist!

4. Winter
~ I guess Santa Claus knocked u while u were waiting for him on the roof, u were kicked my those raindeers coz u'r so damn small!

L.O.L!

Conclusion:
Im M.E.A.N
so, H.A.T.E M.E

Bye..

Chapter 72 : Bye Bye

2009-11-15T21:53:00.000-08:00

I've been letting my fingernails grow since the 2nd PMR trial exam till now..
Guess how long it is?

before cutting

after cutting

my fingernails.. haha..

I really have to get use to it now.. it feels more better without those long fingernails.. haha!

Bye

Chapter 71 : Weird People

2009-11-15T18:48:00.000-08:00

Early in the morning, 7.oo am

Me : Hello?
POTP : Today got band or not?
Me : *so rude? fine!* Wat section you in?
POTP : Woodwind
Me : *blur coz was still sleeping* Woodwind? ....
POTP : Saxophone
Me : GOT!
POTP : Braxton say today dont have...
Me : *still blur* Huh?
POTP : U noe Braxton
Me : Oh, yea...
POTP : You?
Me : Me drumline. Dont have.
POTP : Ok..
Me : O..
POTP : Bye
Me : Bye?
*End of conversation*

Weird la! Then I baru realize spa tok!
Wanna noe? U read then u noe who liaw la!

POTP = Person On The Phone

Chapter 70 : Band Dinner 2009

2009-11-15T08:52:00.000-08:00

Band Dinner 2009!
LOL!

went to school at 4.30pm,
pick up bricks, carry chairs n tables,
bla bla bla~~

fogging kaco in the middle,
no, bbq too strong, we bakar school hall!

very high.. photos uploaded in my facebook..
weird thing is, I actually like it! U noe, different than the like like, but LIKE!
maybe coz it's casual wear, lala~

LENA IS AFRAID OF A DEAD D.R.A.G.O.N.F.L.Y!!

LESTER ASKED ME TO TEMAN HIM WHILE CLOSING BAND GATE COZ HE WATCHED PHOBIA 2 AND WAS AFRAID!

I SAW SOMETHING WHILE BBQ-ING!

it's 1AM, and Im still here, when am I going to sleep?
I have no idea!

LOL! nvm..

Sadly, I got blisters for carry chairs and tables non-stop! I broke my pinky fingernail.. T_T

Bye

Chapter 69 :

2009-11-11T23:57:00.000-08:00

Flash back memories makes me think Im really really stupid!

Especially when Im with you!!

You suck big time!!

Yea YOU!

IT'S YOU!

ooo.. Super Junior! haha..

Bye!

Chapter 68 : Loveless

2009-11-10T04:32:00.000-08:00

Prologue:

When the war of the beasts brings about the world's end

The goddess descends from the sky

Wings of light and dark spread afar

She guides us to bliss, her gift, everlasting

Act I:
Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess
We seek it thus, and take it to the sky
Ripples form on the water's surface
The wandering soul, knows no rest

Act II:
There is no hate, only joy
For you, are beloved, by the goddess
Hero of the dawn, Healer of worlds
Dreams of the morrow hath, the shattered soul
Pride is lost
Wings stripped away, the end is nigh

Act III:
My friend, do you fly away now?
To a world, that abhors you and I?
All that awaits you is a somber morrow
No matter where the winds may blow
My friend, your desire,
Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess
Even of the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return

Act IV:
My friend, the fates are cruel
There are no dreams, no honor remains
The arrow has left the bow of the goddess
My soul, corrupted by vengeance
Hath endured torment, to find the end of the journey
In my own salvation
And you eternal slumber
Legend shall speak
Of sacrifice at world's end
The wind sails over the water's surface
Quietly, but surely

Act V:
Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return
To become the dew that quenches the land
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
I offer thee this silent sacrifice

Chapter 67 : Just another Manic Monday..

2009-11-08T19:00:00.001-08:00

It's Monday.. and it's borrriiiinnnngggg!!!!

Since there's nothing to do..

I cooked something..

TADA!!

Im gonna transfer all the pics to my comp..
ONLY LEFT 291 MB!!
OMG! what did I do?
Too many songs? Too many pics? LOL!!

Guess that's all..
Bye!!

Chapter 66 : Im not Dead

2009-11-08T08:33:00.000-08:00

Im still alive la.. ahah! Dont worry..
Lama sik bloggin.. Hmm...

I dont know what to say..
It's getting complicated and complicated everyday..
Boring and more boring day by day..

Hahaha...
Yea, life goes on no matter what right?
I have been staying up real late every night.. it's 12.36am now.. haha!!

That's all I guess..

Bye..

Chapter 65 : A Letter From Me to "You"

2009-11-01T04:17:00.000-08:00

To "That Somebody" :

How's life without me? Hope it's better then before, but it's quite hard for me to live a life without your presence.

Dont worry, Im forgetting you day by day.

I've got so many things to tell you, when I saw you online, my "mouse" was at your name, but, Im hesitating..

You leave me so lifeless, guess you're too irresistible that I let you take away my soul..

Well, it's all over now, I cannot do anything anymore.

So, guess this is goodbye for good.

Bye.

Sincerely from the one you hurt,

...........................................

Chapter 64 : Message From Megan Fox

2009-10-25T22:37:00.001-07:00

Hi, Im actress Megan Fox.
Every year, thousand of kids enter high school so coming to terrible peer pressure.
Let's face it, high school can be tough,
and kids can be cruel,
picking on others for just to being different.
Well,
I say fuck'em,
coz they dont know shit.
What really matters is being yourself
and if that includes slowly killing and eating every boy in your school.
But then I say do it
coz nothing is more important than just being WHO YOU ARE.

Chapter 63 : OMG!

2009-10-25T20:18:00.001-07:00

Every since I changed my name for fun, I've really been changing! haha~
I've been super crazy this few days, super HIGH!
And I've so many things to say, I kept changing my msn personal message..
I wanna talk to someone, but I cant, I have to stick my ass with super glue at home.
The feeling so damn different with talking and typing.
So how? I got so many to say.

Oh yea, thx for the advices..

Im starting to feel really stupid after recalling back.
Kinda hate that person now.. =)
Just to make me forget that bitch.. *OMG*

Chapter 62 : lala~

2009-10-25T08:12:00.001-07:00

Name : Michele Noelle Goh (just for fun)
Age : 15 going to 16 soon!
Favourite word : "lala~"

Likes
*super junior
*tvxq
*girls generation
*dota
*you

Dislikes
*BRANDON CHAN KOK HOW
* ****** *** **** ****
*backstabbers
*org yg mementingkan diri
*org yg tidak faham feeling org lain

Aim
To avoid mistakes!

Apparatus Used
Penknife, paperclips, lighter

Hypothesis
The more you hate me, the more high and agressive I'll be

/After observation\

Discussion
Hypothesis accepted.
Brand new Michele is really agressive and high!

Conclusion
Ready to go to war!

p.s. I know it doest make sense but, you know.. *grin*

Chapter 61 : Yea

2009-10-25T05:22:00.001-07:00

Gud news!
You suck!
I'm forgetting you!

Bad news!
No job!
Desperate!

Altogether?!
I hate you, coz you make me jobless!!

Conclusion:
XD

2009-10-22T07:50:00.000-07:00

!M.G! says:
can u plz tell me wat i did wrong?
[V]ON* says:
ntg
!M.G! says:
then y are we like that?
[V]ON* says:
i dn knw
!M.G! says:
wat can i do now?
[V]ON* says:
ntg
!M.G! says:
so we're always like this forever?
[V]ON* says:
I dn knw laaa
!M.G! says:
wat did i really do?
u dont even have the patience to talk to me
[V]ON* says:
U jz like owex besong me
!M.G! says:
anymore?
[V]ON* says:
no
!M.G! says:
how about telling me everything i did now.
to u
[V]ON* says:
dn wn
!M.G! says:
why?
if u dont tell me, how would i noe that im wrong?
[V]ON* says:
I jz dn wn u owex besong me like that
!M.G! says:
so u keep avoiding me?
[V]ON* says:
did i
!M.G! says:
sry..
maybe im the one avoiding u
[V]ON* says:
Yea
!M.G! says:
then y dont u ask?
[V]ON* says:
ask wad
!M.G! says:
ask y i besong u?
[V]ON* says:
I knw
!M.G! says:
?
[V]ON* says:
ntg la haix
i hope we r stil freN
!M.G! says:
of coz we're still fren
but i wanna noe wat's wrong wif us now
n y arent we like b4
[V]ON* says:
HAix
i d k
!M.G! says:
u have to tell me
if not i avoid u till like forever
it's not like frens anymore..
[V]ON* says:
wad i shud tel
!M.G! says:
tell me wat i do la..
[V]ON* says:
jz dn wn like besong me du si liao
!M.G! says:
why do u think i besong u?
im sry i ask so many.
[V]ON* says:
Gt
!M.G! says:
i jz wanna noe
[V]ON* says:
ur cmmt!
!M.G! says:
jz comment?
any other stuff?
[V]ON* says:
yup
!M.G! says:
no others?
[V]ON* says:
no
!M.G! says:
only 1 or 2 comment, then u think i besong u?
[V]ON* says:
yeS
!M.G! says:
i really dun understand.
my words hurt u?
[V]ON* says:
Jz nt feel gud
!M.G! says:
or u dont understand wat i wanna express?
so u think i besong u?
[V]ON* says:
suak la haix
!M.G! says:
u have to tell me ba..
if not i make the same mistake again..
[V]ON* says:
i told u liao
!M.G! says:
so how u wan me 2 comment?
if there's a nxt time
[V]ON* says:
Dn wn cmmt those things
!M.G! says:
about wat?
[V]ON* says:
besong de
!M.G! says:
i noe now..
both of us dont understand each other enuf
so that's y we have so many "wu hui"
[V]ON* says:
ok
!M.G! says:
guess im not the best friend
i dont understand u
that's y..
[V]ON* says:
=.=
!M.G! says:
ya..
up 2 u 2 give any emoticons now..
i noe how u truly feel.
maybe i dont.
coz i dont understand u
[V]ON* says:
Haix
!M.G! says:
if that all y im avoiding u, y u besong me..
then y ..
y like this?
[V]ON* says:
wad
!M.G! says:
we never continue wat we say.
[V]ON* says:
i wn off le
!M.G! says:
ok.
[V]ON* says:
nites
!M.G! says:
so are we still going 2 be like b4?
[V]ON* says:
wad u thk
if u wn i nO prob
!M.G! says:
im asking u
[V]ON* says:
up 2 u
!M.G! says:
wat if i say no?
[V]ON* says:
up 2 u ba
!M.G! says:
see..
u dont even wanna make the decision..
[V]ON* says:
wad did i do agn
!M.G! says:
nth
sry..
[V]ON* says:
I jz say up 2 u
!M.G! says:
ok..s
sry.
nite.
sweet dreams..
gd9
[V]ON* says:
k

wat to do? any comments?
Help plz.. Who's wrong here?

Chapter 60 : Random

2009-10-21T21:18:00.001-07:00

A long time ago in a galaxy far,

far away ....

At The Beginning of Hope

Muahahaha!! No hope if Darth Vader is here!!

p.s. Im not a Star Wars fan.. =)

Chapter 59 :

2009-10-21T20:37:00.000-07:00

"I dont wanna run away .... "
I thought of this song suddenly, tak faham my mind now.. Crazy!!
So I googled it, found the song, download it.
Share it here with everyone!

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?
I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one
I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this love is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonightYou know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If you're not the one by Daniel Bedingfield

Chapter 58 : A Story (Part 3)

2009-10-21T06:06:00.000-07:00

"Remember those walls I build, oh baby they are tumbling down..." That guy sang..
I was shocked, and asked : "Dude? Beyonce fan? LOL!"
All that guy did was sing songs that I liked while everything collapsed..
Then he sang a song I hated the most, that reminds me of my loved one, who hurt me.
"Why this love always have to be like a battlefield..."
I screamed : "I cant believe I trusted you! I thought you knew me! And now you're using this song to hurt me? Should have known!"
But, I cant go anywhere, coz without him, I cant see!

He answered : "Michele, people arent perfect, that hurt you because they love you. They hate you because they wanted to be like you."
Jaw open wide : "Man! You do have some guts to say that that person still loved me!"
He said : "I know how you feel, that's why, Im not letting you follow me to where Im taking you to. Im sending you back to where you came from."
I said : "Why? Im already dead. Why should I go back to the place where everyone hates me!?"
He answered : "Whatever Im saying now, you wouldnt understand. Just obey my instructions. Go back there. Be happy. You're still young to die, live your life, for what I gave you...."

I finally realized, that guy was GOD! The sound of peace starts fading away.
It's like being sucked back by a black hole, going back to time.
I heard my heart pumping, I opened my eyes.
Everyone was staring at me, some with tears, some in anger.
But I, in a weird way, SMILE at them,
and say : "Im back, no more worries!"

From then on, I never regret my decision on following the guy, GOD!
My day goes peacefully, happilly..
I have no idea what happened to me that time, my memories was burnt.
But all I remembered was what GOD said.

p.s. This is not real, but it's a dream.

Done By,

Michele.

Chapter 57 : A Story (Part 2)

2009-10-21T02:16:00.000-07:00

No matter how that place feels like.
I have to make a choice.
The evil and cold guy kept pulling me, asking me to follow him.
I insist, shouting : "I was not ready yet, dumbass!" Talk about scolding bad words when you're being kidnapped.
The weird thing is that, the warm and nice guy didnt touched me at all, he didnt pull me, but he laughed when I said "dumbass".. All he did was staring at that guy, I guess.

The hesistation continued for more that an hour.
I dont know what, who and which, to follow.
It's worst than following intructions your band director gave you.
I knew something is fishy here.
But, I have to make a choice.
Since I know Im dead, I can go anywhere I wanted. But I have to Rest In Peace.

Suddenly, I stomped the floor, jumped up, shouted : "Whoever both of you are. Im not gonna follow that stupid dumbass who kept touching me! He's hand sucks! Worst than any carpenters!
And, my decision is, Im following you, the one who didnt talk much."
The evil and cold guy asked : "Why?!"
I answered : "Dumbass! I hate people touching me! I hate people shouting like a freak when Im doing my decisions! This guy here, it's like he knows me so well that he never try to do anything to me. So, I trust HIM!"

The "world" was trembling, the evil and cold guy shouted : "NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!"

To be continued ...

Chapter 56 : A Story (Part 1)

2009-10-21T01:56:00.000-07:00

I argue with someone that day, ran out of the class to the road, walking and grumbling.
I heard a car's screeching sound behind me.
That time, I was thinking, let that car hit me, it's not worth living in this world anymore.
Well, the car did hit me.
I was lying on the ground. Blood all over me. I was unconcious.
I saw a bright light.
There's something special about this bright light, which is so different from the one we watch on movies.
And I heard a sound, an evil voice : " She's mine!"
And another voice, a lullaby-ish voice : "Let her do the choices..."

When I woke up, I see nothing, I could only hear voices, but I feel 2 person standing beside me.
One with a warm and hugable body, one with a cold, bloodish body.

Both of them took turns, introducing me to a place where I never heard before.
I never get to see the place, but all I can do is just listen.

First, was the evil and cold guy, he sounds like a man from a commercial advertising things.
I was so confused. But I listen. There was people break-dancing, doing grafitti, everything!
Next, was the nice and warm guy, he never say anything. He only asked me to listen and feel his world. And, for the first time, I actually listen to someone. People are singing love songs, laughter everywhere, I can feel the love there.
The feeling was so unbelievable, unforgetable, unpredictable, all the uns and uns.

To be continued ...

Chapter 55 : T_T

2009-10-19T20:26:00.000-07:00

Yeah
Finally I realized
That I'm nothing without you
I was so wrong
Forgive me

Oh girl
I cry cry
Yo my all
Say goodbye bye
Oh my love
Don't lie lie
Yo my heart
Say goodbye

My life really sucks without you..
What can I do?
I ended it..
It hurts so much that I just cant stand!
The truth hurts and the lies are worst!
I have to tell you, but ended up...
What more to say?

Michele! YOU SUCH AN IDIOT! PABO!!

Chapter 54 : Sooo Me!!

2009-10-15T17:47:00.000-07:00

I know this is going to be boring to read, but once you read, you'll know why Im posting this, coz it's so me.. It's worth reading!

Gemini Astrology May 21 - June 20

Gemini Strength Keywords:

- Energetic
- Clever
- Imaginative
- Witty
- Adaptable

Gemini Weakness Keywords:

- Superficial
- Impulsive
- Restless
- Devious
- Indecisive

Gemini and Independence:

Gemini are extremely independent. They will not be pinned down by anyone or any rules. They need to experience the world on their own. Change and freedom are extremely important to Gemini, they will never let anyone dictate them, they are extremely independent and freedom is essential to their mental well being.

Gemini and Friendship:

Gemini make very interesting and exciting friends. They like to leave their mark on everyone they meet. They are very flighty and will disappear for a long time as they meet new friends and explore new places. But when they come back, they will have new thoughts, opinions and interesting things to share and ideas to teach. Life is very interesting and fun with a Gemini friend. If you need any advice, Gemini is the one to ask. They are masters of communication and they can help you get what you need by helping you with persuasion and enthusiasm, and they give good advice too. Do not however, bog a Gemini down with all of your emotional problems, they are not want to deal with it because it depresses them and steps on their freedom if you need too much long term help, support and follow up. A Gemini friend can fill you in with the latest gossip and if you love conversation, the Gemini delivers! They are very generous with their friends, they will spend lots of time with you and share everything with you. Even though Gemini is a social butterfly, they always need time for themselves and that should be respected.

Gemini and Business:

Gemini tends to disperse their energy on different tasks and not just focus on one thing thus leaving a trail of unfinished projects in their wake. If they were to focus their energy in one place, their cleverness and intelligence would allow them to complete their project with success and creativity. Gemini makes an excellent manager, they can motivate a team with their enthusiasm and vitality. They also make excellent salespeople because their ease of communication allows them to be clever and make a comeback to anything a person says. They can persuade and manipulate very well. They can easily justify any move they make and explain any action.

Gemini Temperament:

Gemini have the ability to react instantly to situations, and as a result, they have a very nervous temperament. They can be compared to a wound up spring as they attempt to absorb everything they can about their surroundings at once. The fact that they enjoy various situations and people add to their nervousness and that means they are almost constantly wound up. However, if they experience boredom and have nothing to survey, they get the same emotions, the need for excitement and variety. This is the Gemini duality, constantly conflicting emotions in one spontaneous, excitable package.

Gemini Deep Inside:

One downfall of Gemini is their superficiality. Instead of looking deep into a person's real qualities, Gemini will judge a person by the way they treat them. This can lead Gemini to have wrong impressions of people and can cause problems ion relationships. Gemini's can have feeling of discouragement and moodiness although they never allow this to be seen by anyone but heir closest friends or family. Gemini usually want everyone to think that they are always happy and doing wonderfully and stress never affects them.

Gemini in a Nutshell:

Gemini people are many sided, quick both in the mind and physically. They are brimming with energy and vitality, they are clever with words. They are intelligent and very adaptable to every situation and every person. Gemini are curious and always want to know what's going on in the world around them. They are not one to sit back and watch the world go by, they want to be involved. This can sometimes make Gemini nosy, they do not mind their own business! This is because they really enjoy communicating, more so then most other astrology signs, they are the ultimate social butterfly. Gemini can talk and talk, but they have interesting things to say, their talk is not mindless babble. They have interesting opinions and thoughts on things and are not afraid to speak their mind. They are always in the know and are the one to see for the latest juicy gossip. Lacking perseverance, Gemini easily goes off topic to explore another thought or idea. Gemini are superficial, they will form opinions on matter without diving into them and exploring them fully. This can lead them into thinking they know everything, which they usually do but their mind is too busy to be concerned with fine details. Routine and boredom are Gemini's biggest fears. Gemini would rather be naive then know the depressing truth, they do not want anything putting a damper on their freedom or positive energy.

I took this from Facebook, yea, I was shocked to see my result.. especially the Gemini Temperament.. haha!

If u still dont really understand me, I think you'll know me after reading this.. =)

Chapter 53 : Plans

2009-10-14T20:43:00.000-07:00

I havent plan what to do this "summer", school's out.. what to do?
should I ..

1. sleep

2. play

3. die

I guess, the perfect option is number 3

What? You got nothing to do ba!

so, that's why I LOVE SCHOOL SO MUCH!

not that I go to study, it's that I can play with someone..

Not like being at home.. Always alone..

I guess my life goes on without any plans huh?
The good thing is I got plans tomorrow..

1. wake up
2. online
3. bath
4. go school
5. return books
6. go home
7. get ready
8. go Spring
9. buy lollipop!
10. meet friends
11. MBO!
12. buy black nail polish
13. go home
14. get ready
15. lollipop!
16. get ready
17. KTV
18. sleep
19. set alarm, band 2moro...

That's my life.. what to do? Get ready so many times.. in the end? ended up sleeping! haha

Chapter 52 : Oh Yea..

2009-10-13T01:03:00.000-07:00

Guess what?
PMR OVER!!!

Im so damn happy!!

Hope I get good results..
Hope my hard works wont fail me..
and most of all..
HOPE I'LL BE HAPPY!!

lol...

Chapter 51 : LOL

2009-10-01T07:36:00.000-07:00

Love wouldnt show itself..
Love have to be showed by two love birds..
Love isnt love when you're alone..
Love isnt an illusion, it's just a confusion..
Love never lies, they just dont tell the truth..
Love is just a feeling, DONT TAKE IT TOO SERIOUSLY!

Lol.. what am I talking about? Nvm..
Just wanna tell the whole world that,
Yesterday, last day of September, 30th September 2009..
I BROKE A TABLE WITH ME BARE HANDS..

Vandalisme ROCKS!

Chapter 50 : Chinese?

2009-09-22T05:36:00.000-07:00

Chinese:
虽然我们已经和解了，但我还必须离开你，好让我好好疗伤。
在我心里，已破了一个大洞。
希望离开你的日子里，我会慢慢的把这脆弱的，但爱你的心，治好。
祝我一路顺风。
我爱你。

Broken English after translation from Chinese:
Even me n you ok, but, I have to leave u, to make my heart good good.
In my heart, got one big hole.
hope the day leaving you, I will slowly make this weak, but love you heart, cure it.
Wish me one road smooth wind.
I Lup You.

Bahasa Melayu:
Walaupun kita tidak ada perselisihan faham lagi, tapi, ku mesti melarikan diri, untuk merawat hatiku yang luka.
Dalam hatiku, terdapat satu lubang yang besar (lol!)
Harapku boleh merawat hatiku yang lemah, tapi sukakan you, akan sembuh.
Inginmu harapkanku satu jalan lembut angin.
Aku Cinta pada mu.

The actual thing I wanna say, very different from the above translation:
Ya, I know we're back together, everything is fine now, but, I have to arise, and leave this world, just to mend this broken heart.
I cant mend this heart with a hole this big.. It's killing me..
I hope this weak but loving heart will get well soon, by leaving you..
Leaving in world which both of us arent so good at all isnt the perfect way to continue life..
I hope you'll wish me, Good Luck..
Dont worry, I'll come back to this world, when I finish mending this heart.
I Love You..

Chapter 49 : TruH

2009-09-21T22:30:00.000-07:00

No, my spelling correct.. DONT JUDGE MY SPELLING LA.. lol..

uoy rof ti od i, od i gnihtyreve

reverof tsal evol eurt epoh i

dlrow nwod edispu na si siht

dnatsredun uoy epoh

If you understand MicLan.. then u really do understand me.. =)

how to read it? use this..

clue:

you look at it everyday..

Chapter 48 : Changed

2009-09-21T22:07:00.000-07:00

Now..

I present to you..

My Girlfriend.. (no Brenda, she's mine.. =) )

MEGAN FOX!!!

*clap! clap! clap!*

*phewwit!*

*I LOVE YOU MEGAN!!*

*drooling*

Chapter 47 : ...

2009-09-21T03:31:00.000-07:00

You dont know I very Xiao Qi de mer?

Chapter 46 : Fun..

2009-09-20T05:44:00.000-07:00

Puss in boots :

Puss in School Shoes!

Trying to be happy...

Chapter 45 : Whatever..

2009-09-20T04:59:00.000-07:00

From now on.. Wentworth Miller is the best!!
Prison Break is the best!!

Crazy bunny acting as Michael Scofield.. muahahaha!!!

Chapter 44 : It's over..

2009-09-20T00:41:00.000-07:00

Im tired of being sick, Im tired of crying, Im tired of not seeing stuff clearly, Im tired of sleeping with tears, Im tired of wetting my pillow, SO UNCOMFORTABLE!!

I dont wanna save this friendship anymore.. It kept killing me.. My cells are dying everyday..

It's over now, maybe..

We'll see whats gonna happened after holiday..

Chapter 43 : What??!!

2009-09-18T23:42:00.000-07:00

This is my answer to MP in my Cbox... Not telling the whole story..

I told my friend, that maybe both of us cant be friends, coz, she say Im "fan" (understand??) So, ok.. first u say I bad tempered, I change to co-operate with you, now, Im fan? How about not being friends? How about die lying on the road right now? So you wont think Im fan now? Huh?

I apologize so many times, u say, it's ok.. ok.. OK YOUR HEAD? When I online, I only get to say Hi, then what you answer? "What? I want to offline.. " Obviously you're avoiding me.. Obviously! You still havent forgive me! I do so much to you, I cried like mad every night, but what? Even a "Hi" you cant even say?

I know I hurt you, but you dont have to do this to me.. I know what I did wrong, I apologized, I maybe harsh, but what?

What? Tell me what must I do, TO LET YOU REALLY FORGIVE ME!!

I lied to my mom to stay back with you, I lied to my mom that I didnt online..

I DO THIS FOR YOU! I DO EVERYTHING FOR YOU! IM SCARED YOU'RE LONELY!

But what I get in repay, YOU DONT EVEN FORGIVE ME!

Is this what friendship is for? Guess Im in the wrong world, Guess I shouldnt be here, Guess I should me studying my head off now, GUESS I shouldnt be born!!!!!

If this is the case, how bout lend me a knife, I'll die infront of you, SO I WOULDNT BE SO FAN ANYMORE! WITHOUT MY EXISTANCE, YOU'RE FREE! YOU CAN DO WHATEVER YOU LIKE!!

What now? What do you want me to do now? I've sheded all my tears, even my blood, now what? This is a wound THAT NO ONE CAN MEND IT! Even if you're studying ERT! YOU CANT MEND IT BACK!!!!!!

Well, DONT QUESTION ME AGAIN! IM NOT REPEATING MYSELF!

Chapter 42 : No More

2009-09-17T07:03:00.000-07:00

Well, if anyone of you see my smile this morning..
Please cherish it..
Coz, I guess, that's was my last smile..

If you get to read this blog,
Im really sorry,
I dont think we can be friends,
I kept hurting you,
I never listen to you,
We arent meant to be together..

So, yea..
Guess Im gonna lose that smile that brighten your days..
All I know now are just tears running down my cheeks..

This feeling I cant get rid off,
Im so sorry..

Those out there who dont know what happened,
Never try to make me smile or laugh anymore..
It's jz makes me wanna cry more..

Chapter 41 : Stupid!

2009-09-16T22:38:00.000-07:00

WARNING!

Before you continue reading this, I have to tell you that, This post is gonna be very "UNWANTED TO READ"

Dont continue if it offended you!

Tomorrow is the last paper for PMR, I studied like hell, and now? You say no class tomorrow? You already had a week to rest, now? 10 days isnt enough for you to celebrate raya and rest your ass off? If the law is set to be like that, how about holiday everyday, NO UPSR, NO PMR, NO SPM, NO DIPLOMA, NO DEGREE, NO MASTER, NO PHD THEN!

Do you want to have your last subject AFTER holiday? I'll bet that you'll probably eat curry till your head is stuck with rendang and ketupat! And you wont wanna study after this...

YOU CAN STOP HERE... IF YOU ARE OFFENDED!

YOU CAN CLICK EXIT NOW!

COZ I JUST FINISHED MY POST..

THIS IS NOT WASTING YOUR TIME..

I ALREADY TOLD YOU, YOU CAN LEAVE WITHOUT READING..

SEE, YOU'RE STILL CONTINUE READING..

AND NOW YOU THINK YOU'RE STUPID..

FEAR NOT, WHOEVER YOU ARE,

WISH YOU SCORE STRAIGHT A's FOR YOUR EXAMS..

DAMN, YOU'RE STILL READING??

TIPS ON HOW TO SCORE STRAIGHT A's IN YOUR EXAMS!!

USE A RULER..

WARNING!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

DONT EAT TO MUCH CURRY..

Chapter 40 : Woo..

2009-09-14T22:50:00.000-07:00

Haha.. last updated blog is 28 August 2009, haha.. long man..
I couldnt resist, so yea, I onlined.. Stop by here to say something, hmm.. guess it's gonna be a long one huh?
Well, I "met" a friend, meeting this friend changes me a lot, first I was really annoyed with this friend, but slowly, I noticed that, WHAT HAPPENED TO ME?..
My anger stopped, I didnt simply shout at anyone.. most of all, I know how to stand infront of other people, haha.. dont understand? nvm.. =)
This friend really changed my life, to me la, but I'll not change the way I treated my friends, I'll only stop being mad without any reasons, haha! Exam, exam, exam.. That's all that matters now.. Still not stopping play restaurant city.. haha..
But I did something stupid again 2day, wrote something, I dont call it a poem, I call it a masterpiece, hope u like it.. It doesnt make sense, but.. yea.. haha!

I never wanted this feeling to end,

It keeps me up when Im sad,

To throw it out and get to you,

Never thought I'll be here with you.

No Surprises,

Coz we're meant to be together.

No Worries,

Coz we're here together.

No Boundaries,

Coz we're loving each other.

This obsession,

Nothing but a confession.

Buggin me to let you know,

Nothing is impossible whem Im with you.

Never underestimate our love,

It's the only love we have,

You're the only one I had,

And I'll never ever let you go.

Sometimes when love comes,

Dont sit there, Get up,

Make it come true.

Make me your thunder,

And you'll be my lightning,

Our love is the rain,

Without us,

There's no end.

To continue our love that last forever,

I just want you to promise me one thing,

Never let any circumstances take you away,

Wait for me, I'll be there,

To save you from all the tragedies..

P.S Me Like You =P

That's all, will be back................... SOON!

Chapter 39 : For Fun

2009-08-28T22:38:00.000-07:00

Ya, this chapter is just for fun, I got nothing to do during this holidays, I've gone through tired days, sleepless night *lol, I did sleep, but talk be very long to shut my eyes off*

Went to seminar, HEY BABE! haha.. long story, neways took picture.. haha.. sorry wei nie.. =)

Last day, mom was late to pick me up, and I was right, that person is in the car.. haha!! So, while waiting, I was bored, took picture.. hahaha... After that, when to erm, I dunno how 2 call that place, but it's somewhere near MBKS, "ta pao" sotong kankong and belacan beehoon and ice kacang home to eat.. haha!! Didnt take picture of it, coz was too hungry and tired.. haha!!

Bought a panda dwarf to replace ping pong, haha.. he died, yea, sad.. I just cant imagine that even ping pong is not there, I still feed it, and it landed on the table, mom say u siao ar? I say I "xi quan" already... so shut up.. Used my money to buy that panda dwarf.. haha...

Nothing related with this hamster here, it's just cute to see her sitting n eating the carrot

I got a feeling that tonights gonna be a good night.. haha.. I cant stop playingrestaurant city in facebook!! argh...

this kid is cute, he'd grown..

That's all for now,
=)

Chapter 38 : Finally Part 2

2009-08-21T22:10:00.000-07:00

Finally part 2, about Pra-PMR!

ok, nothing much to talk about this, but, it's the most tiring exam I ever had!! I have to wake up at 6.00 to get ready for everything, go to school at 6.45, haiz.. tiring.. but at least it's over now, quite disappointed with some of my results, but, I can do better.. haha!

Very lazy to blog about it, coz it's nothing fun about exam, just sit there, writing, sleeping, looking at people, shoosing morning section to shut their big ass mouth, haha...

Hmm.. glad that Im back, there's all.. =)

Chapter 37 : NewBorn

2009-08-10T04:58:00.000-07:00

Hmm.. not counted as new born, it's just new.. picked up a kitty on the middle of the road, after tuition, before piano exam, around 11.00 like that.. I, really, I! run out of the car, saved the kitty, put it in the car, mom was like, haiz.. bo pien, bring home.. teehee!! So, kitty, thank me, if not, you'll still be on the road, sleeping near the drain?

this are just some pics of the kitty, named it Piggy.. Ah Te (pig in teochew)

not the average kitty which everyone will say, eee~ so cute, but whatever!

Chapter 36 : Finally Part 1

2009-08-05T05:15:00.000-07:00

Finally, Im free from PIANO! I finished my Grade 8, and Im happy that I wouldnt have to touch it again... I mean, play pieces as boring as erm.. those pieces u get in the books.. =)
Anyway, it's not over yet, I still have PMR to go.. haha!

Miss band so much, no more band practice cause of Influenza H1N1! there's a stupid notice in school which writes :

Afraid of Contract A (H,N,)?

1. Do not go to the toilet!

2. Dont come to school if you're sick

3. Dont stick with your friend who have fever

4. Prevent personal hygiene

Something like that, I cant remember the whole thing.. ok, whoever wrote this is so stupid.. DO NOT GO TO TOILET?? Damn.. What if I have to really pee? Where should I go? What if girls (you know la), where they go?

If you dont wan us to go to the toilet, CLOSE THE SCHOOL!!

anyway, I save a kitten this morning, it's in the cage now, my two other cats are, quite, I dont know, angry? Haha.. who cares? lol..

Chow! Have a pleasant day! =)

i put part 1 coz part 2 is gonna be after PMR, teehee!

Chapter 35 : A Message to God

2009-07-26T00:45:00.000-07:00

God, take me to heaven now, I dont wanna live in a world like this, make judgement day earlier.
God, you've done so much for mankind, but they did this to you.
God, does mankind deserve to live in a world so cruel?
No, cruel mankind doesnt deserve to live in a world so beautiful...
What did people do to pay you?
Are you punishing them by all this diseases, weather that kills, phenomenon that leave no life?
God, whatever decision your making, I'll always support you!

Well, God, will you punish SOMEONE WHO DOESNT SWITCH OFF THE TV AND THE SPEAKERS? SOMEONE WHO DOESNT SWITCH OFF THE COMP PROPERLY? SOMEONE IRRESPONSIBLE BECAUSE THEY DONT KNOW THE WORST THING ABOUT PAYING BILLS?

God, will you punish me because I yelled at people who are not irresponsible? In the Bible, you said respect your elders, but God this is "TERLALU LAMPAU"! A highly educated person who dont understand the word "GLOBAL WARMING"? God, is this the way you punish me? It's alright, I did say I'll support whatever decision you made..

But God, please change that person's attitude, I dont want my mom to pay bills with numerous numbers I've never seen since Im born and live in this house.. I dont wanna see triple digits..
God, I hope this blog will get to you as a prayer, I may not know your email address or your website, but I know, God can be modern too, so online, read my blog..

Lol, you dont have to read my blog, you're accompanying me by typing this blog, so God, help me, help me change that person's life, as you've seen it yourself too..

In Jesus Name We All Pray,

Amen!

Chapter 34 : Sports Day

2009-07-18T00:07:00.000-07:00

15th and 16th was SMK Green Road 44th Hari Sukan, I didnt ask to go compete, but my name was on the list, so, I didnt go practice, so no high hopes, ok? haha...
cheer like a wild kid on both days, now I have sorethroat, wonder how am I gonna sing for aural test, anyway, got a story to spread :

16th July, time to rejam lembing, good thing, no sun, but STRONG WIND! mana dapat rejam? straight to the point, the wind blow so strong when it was my turn, damn, I was thinking, you want me rejam, but the wind so strong ar? Fine, then who knows? When my first rejam, 12. blah, blah, lupa liaw.. Cool right? I didnt get first, Im not good enough, took 2nd, good kan? haha! Thank God for the wind!

This is just a short blog, I didnt know what to say, so thanks for reading.. =)

Chapter 33 : Reaching 100

2009-07-13T01:50:00.000-07:00

no, I didnt score 100 for any test, but, I reached my 100th blog!
well, today sucks, dont know why I went to school for that, anyways, drew some pictures during the ceramah, didnt go for class, putit allow ok liaw ba... teehee!!

which one nicer?

laugh my ass off, bitch!

Chow!!

Chapter 32 : What type of Girl am I?

2009-07-11T04:45:00.000-07:00

Do you think Im born on this earth to be hurt?

Do you think Im here to let you hurt my feelings?

Do you think Im a stupid asshole that dont understand whatever shit you say?

Have you ever think that annoyance can make someone stressed out?

Have you ever think of other people's opinion?

Do you think you can hide everything from me?

Have you not know that whatever you say to me, hurts me?

Why should I have a stupid fragile heart?

Can you mend a heart which is broken into pieces?

Can you find the broken pieces?

Can you find a perfect match to put them back together?

Damn.. Im bored.. Those words come from my heart, but dont worry, Im not hurt at all.. haha!! No one hurts me, I'll hurt them though.. haha!!

Anyway, I typed out those to suit a quiz I took from FaceBook, well, this is the best one I ever got, I never get a correct one to fit me, but this is really true.. If you dont agree, comment jak.. =)

The Natural
You are 100% all Natural! No one hates you and you have lots of friends all though some people may have a different opinion on some things. You're all about Global Warming and crap, a total Tree hugger. You are really nice and your feelings get hurt easily, but you are also tough when you want to be.

Agree?? Plz comment ya.. =)

Chapter 31 : Im Your Worst Nightmare

2009-07-04T04:52:00.000-07:00

Been feeling a bit pain on my neck, coz there's two pimples, which is incredibly awesome in a weird way, haha!! anyway, see this pic

Arranged in Vampire Fangs position, hahaha!! Edward Cullen bit me!! He's watching me when Im asleep!! Yippee!!

Cant wait for New Moon

Chapter 30 : Feelings I Cant Hide ... MUST SHOW!

2009-07-03T06:47:00.000-07:00

Wednesday, Last period in class, stupid Jeco's class..
Wind was blowing wildly, so of course I wanted the wind to blow me, so I opened the door, "PLA-K", *it didnt break, you go 3C, then you'll know*
"Baru masuk class, aduh..." Aduh your stupid head ar!! Which of your four eyes see me go out of the class?? I was sitting at my place for the whole period, doing my maths, and not concentrating at your lame PK!! And you say I ponteng? Baru came back? Owh shit!! God gave you another pairs of eyes to let you see clearly, but? You misused it!! Damn....

Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, SHE DIDNT COME! sry Audrey, but I have to say it, no offence! She herself know that we dont have enough time to finish tema 8 for Geography, but yet, she herself didnt come for any period of our Geography class? But instead she came today, which doesnt have a period in 3C? I dont understand? If you dont like 3C, ask other teacher teach la... Geez..

Been bringing my phone to school this whole week, didnt think of the spot check, coz if there's a spot check, gonna ring mp or cindy to help keep my phone!! hahah!!

that's all for today, hope I'll have a day without teachers poking me, they kept hurting me.. BooHoo!! haha!!

Chapter 29 : Stupid

2009-06-28T01:21:00.000-07:00

Some stupid asshole wrote something which ok, Im not angry or wat, but hiding urself with the name under guest? everyone can be a guest ok? But if you know me, you dont have to write that stupid something right?

SHOW YOURSELF OK? SHOW YOUR NAME! YOU HAVE A NAME, USE IT!

Another stupid thing, PEOPLE'S USING THE FAN ASSHOLE? CANT YOU SEE IT? AND WHY DO YOU HAVE TO PUT YOUR STUPID STINKING LEG BESIDE THE FAN? YOU THINK I ON THE FAN JUST TO SMELL YOUR FUCKING STINKING FEET? FUCK OFF OK?

AND DONT SIMPLY THROW YOUR SOCKS ON THE FLOOR! THIS IS NOT YOUR HOUSE!! DONT DRINK A BOTTLE OF WATER IN THE FRIDGE, PLEASE LA, USE A CUP LA, YOUR AN OUTSIDER, YOU WAN US TO TASTE YOUR FUCKING SALIVA??

FENG SHUI?? YOU CHRISTIAN OR BUDDHIST? YOUR GEREK BUDDHIST U FOLLOW HIM LA, YOU DONT HAVE TO BRING IT INSIDE THIS HOUSE OK?

Chapter 28 : Needle of Pain

2009-06-23T19:21:00.000-07:00

Lol.. lame name for this chapter, teehee!!
anyway, we got to take injection yesterday, it's a must.. Tetanus thingy, everyone was so excited, except.. no, not me, Lydia, she cried.. Muahahahahaha!!! saying that this is her first time having an injection, I was like, haha! Last time look and laugh at us, now? teehee!!! Good for you, cry baby.. *hoping that she didnt know I had a blog*

I was the last person to have the injection, I support the specs nurse, so I dont care how much it hurts, I just pergi jak.. haha!! No pain at all la.. Duh~ THICK EPIDERMIS ALERT!! sheez...
around 4.15 pm, I forgot to take a picture of the cotton wool, so, it's gone for good now.. T_T

Hmm.. Having crams now, so have to relax a bit.. haha!!

Nothing much to say,

ttfn, tata for now...

ps. wouldnt be updating that often, 3 months left to PMR, so.. you know.. =)

Chapter 27 : Memories

2009-06-12T05:46:00.001-07:00

Well, I just notice that today's the 12th of June.. Hard to think of it that time really really flies..
12th June 2008, by this time 8:47pm, i think SMK Green Road School Band is resting under the tents, talking, watching other band compete.. Waiting for the results too... Waiting anxiously for other bands to finish their performance.. We get 4th, the same as this year.. But comparing 2008 to 2009, we improved a lot.. That's what other people tell me la...

Another few more hours to the time we cried after knowing our results, yes, I did cry, while marching out the field.. This year, cried after finish performance, but didnt cry after knowing the results... No more tears to shed, haha!! I've grown up! *coz the next day was my b'day, have to grow up a little, teehee!!*

Hope we did well in KLWMBC and also 2010 Sarawak State Level Marching Band Competition... Together, We Can! May We Grow As One!!

Green Chords!!

Fight!!!!

Green Flame...

Chapter 26 : Huh?

2009-06-09T05:13:00.000-07:00

Dude, Im just looking at you, you dont have to look at me until you can see my nose hair...
I dont know who you are, you just look familiar... Unless you see me too... Ok, FYI, you were in my dreams.. But I dont even know you dude, WHY YOU MASUK MY DREAM??
I baru know you're my friend's BF, but why masuk my dream?? Gila ka?? Who cares??

Cindy and Salleh didnt come again.. Me, Melia, Dunstan and Fran first time lead the line during physical... Damn tired... But 4 of us push.. Good thing Melia didnt fall, haha!! Gravity hits her last saturday... Missed Cindy coz dont have a partner to "cak" with, so I stay silent the whole morning...

Me n Melia played 2 basses each, so it was kinda like.. Cacat?? Not as smooth as we used to be.. Played Artistry in Rhythm and Volume 3 : Final Transformation... Volume 3 without Cindy and Salleh felt so wrong!!!

Had commitee meeting, FIRST TIME!! Voice out about stuff before Kester came and after he came, my opinion a bit the stupid lo.. haha..

Hope Cindy and Salleh come back on Saturday, if not, WE MATI!!

TEEHEE!!

Chapter 25 : Shopping?

2009-06-06T23:57:00.000-07:00

5/6/2009, went shopping with sis in tHe Spring.. I know, so not me.. cause no one was at home, so I followed.. n her car died at home, so have to wait for her bf to bring us there.. fine..

Someone got high and gave me RM50, not bad, but in the end she asked me to chia her eat this and that, for me, it's like using her own money, dont have to gimme better..

My tujuan to follow her to tHe Spring is, dont wanna study at home, dont wanna be alone at home, want to drink Chocolate Cream Chip at Starbucks, want to eat Big Apple Donuts, want to buy sunglasses..

Walked the whole tHe Spring just to look for a sunglass.. What the heck? In the end, asked a salesgirl in MNG, was like? Huh? It was there, and we didnt see it? Lol.. Someone used "my" money to buy burger from 1906 *I forgot already* and Donuts, Chocolate Cream Chip, my own money.. =) She dont know how to choose her own sunglasses, so she follow mine, only hers is pink, and mine is white, I hate pink, sorry...

The MNG sunglasses and my favaourite Chocolate Cream Chip

MNG : MICHELE NITRATE GOH *puan khoo gave me the name "nitrate", so Im MNG, plus Jolin called me Mango!*so, IM MNG!!

p.s. I saw Natalie, Naomi and Cynthia

You Can Read Whatever You Like

Chapter 4 : It's been awhile

Chapter 3 : Paradise

Chapter 2 : Dream High

Chapter 1: 2011 ♥

Chapter 24 : I saw Them!

Chapter 23 : My Confession

Chapter 22 : The Ice Princess

Chapter 21 : Finally

Chapter 20 : Im biased.

Chapter 19 : I LOVE JESSICA!!!

Chapter 18 : Love?

Chapter 17 : Knocked Out

Chapter 16 : Is It That Hard?

Chapter 15 : Was Lost and Now Found

Chapter 14 : What are the uses of HANDPHONE!

Chapter 13 : Who I Really Am

Chapter 12 : HEY!!

Chapter 10 : eefff!!

Chapter 9 : Great Day

Chapter 8 : This is why I love you and why I hate you

Chapter 7 : I HATE 5!

Chapter 6 : First in 15 years

Chapter 5 : Me or Them?

Chapter 4 : Sorry, Sorry..

Chapter 3 : Love OR Hate?

Chapter 2 : Time Fighting

Chapter 1 : For My Dream, I will!!

Volume 2 : To Dream and To Honor!

Chapter 95 : Happy New Year!!

Chapter 94 : 1994-2009

Chapter 93 : It's 31 December already??

Chapter 92 : Some ppl just cant stop being STUPID!

Chapter 91 : Damn!

Chapter 90 : Oh Fcuk!

Chapter 89 : 2?

Chapter 88 : Lucky 8

Chapter 87 : Beach!

Chapter 86 : Si Bei CB!

Chapter 85 : I *heart* myself

Chapter 84 : A Total Bastard!

Chapter 83 : Let's Shoot Time! Rifle? Sniper??

Chapter 82 : Holiday much

Chapter 81 : You've been hit by, a Smooth Criminal..

Chapter 80 : Ms. Incredibel

Chapter 79 : What's Wrong Wif Wo

Chapter 78 : Front Page!

Chapter 77 : 4 Pointings..

Chapter 76 : Conclusione

Chapter 75 : New Moon!!

Chapter 74 : やあ

Chapter 73 : Reasons to Hate Me!

Chapter 72 : Bye Bye

Chapter 71 : Weird People

Chapter 70 : Band Dinner 2009

Chapter 69 :

Chapter 68 : Loveless

Chapter 67 : Just another Manic Monday..

Chapter 66 : Im not Dead

Chapter 65 : A Letter From Me to "You"

Chapter 64 : Message From Megan Fox

Chapter 63 : OMG!

Chapter 62 : lala~

Chapter 61 : Yea

Chapter 60 : Random

Chapter 59 :

Chapter 58 : A Story (Part 3)

Chapter 57 : A Story (Part 2)

Chapter 56 : A Story (Part 1)

Chapter 55 : T_T

Chapter 54 : Sooo Me!!

I know this is going to be boring to read, but once you read, you'll know why Im posting this, coz it's so me.. It's worth reading!

Gemini Astrology May 21 - June 20

Gemini Strength Keywords:

Gemini Weakness Keywords:

Gemini and Independence:

Gemini and Friendship:

Gemini and Business:

Gemini Temperament:

Gemini Deep Inside:

Chapter 85 : I heart myself